Madly in love with twins

No longer virgins, fights, and tears

We're in bed. He's stairing in my eyes. He kisses up my neck and jaw. I hold my breath. He plants multiple small kisses on my lips. They're so smooth! He bites my bottom lip a bit. Kissing is magical, but making out is something I can't explain. I have my arms locked around his neck so I'm slightly lifting off the bed. He takes off my shirt and kisses down my chest and tummy. He leaves lots of love bites. I run my hand through his black beautiful hair. I pull his shirt off. He smiles at me and takes off my black bra leaving me feel open. "God you're beautiful." I blush.
He's hovering over me both of us naked. I've never done this with anybody. In quite scared. He kisses me the same time as he is inside of me so my mind is off the pain. It's soon taken over with pleasure.

NEXT MORNING
I can't believe I lost my virginity! I'm really sore and achy, although I don't regret losing it with Andrew. After he had sex he kept kissing me and telling me how beautiful I was and that He loved me. I ended up crying and telling him I love him too. He asked why I was crying and i said I don't know. But I did know I felt guilty because I'm in love with both of them. He slept in his boxers and me in his tee shirt. He held me all night long like a new puppy. I roll off the bed and stand up. "Son of a bitch!" I whisper yell not wanting to wake Andrew up. My hips hurt so bad. People make it out to be to be better than it is. I'm looking through the drawers and find neosporin for my bite marks. I hope in the shower and wash my body head to toe. I hop out and lay down on the bathroom floor. I sigh and close my eyes and sigh. I walk out and find a note on my bed.

Dear Luna,
Last night was the best night of my life. I love u. I hope you are ok. I had to step out be back later.
XOXO A
I hear a pounding on my door.
"coming hold on a second!" The knocking stopped after that. Ugh I don't want to have to be running around today. I'm sore! Fuck. I open the door and see Alec. His eyes are puffy and his face is blood tear stained. His eyes are red and his teeth are out. I'm kind of scared to be honest. "Ale- Alec shoved me inside and slammed the door shut. "WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME?" Wait what? What is he talking about. "Alec what are you talking about?" "You had sex with him did you not?" I think. "But Alec-" he yells again, "DID YOU NOT?" I start crying on the couch I did. "Yes..." I whisper. I bring my knees to my chest. He is still upset but his teeth go back to normal. Sobbing I stutter while trying to say his name. "Al-lec I-'m so so so-rry!" I look out the window at the now rain. "I love you..." I don't know who to pick. I scream in frustration and run my hands through my hair. I'm so upset. Fuck it I know what he wants. "Bite me..."
"What?"
"Are you fucking deaf? I trust you! Do it!"
He's right in front of me. "Are you sure love?" He says in his British accent. "I bite my lip and nod. He kisses me gently on my lips. My body explodes with fire. I slip my tongue in. I sigh and pull away with my eyes still closed. "Do it" I whisper. He grabs my wrist and brigs it to his mouth. He bites down causing me to whimper in pain. He looks me in the eyes. Damn I love him. He pulls away gasping for air. He's panting. Damn I'm dizzy.
"Okay I love you Alec"
"I love you too love!"
"Now get out and don't come back tell your brother to stay away too."
"What?"
"Get out..." I snap emotionless. He just stands there in disbelief.
"Get out!" I screamo with my eyes closed. I open my eyes and he's gone. I'm so dizzy that I puke all over the table. It's black goo! Ugh gross! What the he'll is it? I take a towel and wipe it up. I wipe my tongue off getting the taste off my tongue! GROSS.
Who should I pick?
Should I even pick anyone at all?
Fuck me! I wish I had my mom right now!