5SOS Adopted Me

Chapter 1

Schizophrenia: is a serious disorder which affects how a person thinks, feels and acts. Someone with schizophrenia may have difficulty distinguishing between what is real and what is imaginary; may be unresponsive or withdrawn; and may have difficulty expressing normal emotions in social situations.

Makenzie's POV

I, Makenzie O'Connor, have schizophrenia. I know I am different, but I'm not crazy. I know I'm not crazy. People call me "crazy" and "mental" all the time but I just try to ignore it.
I live in a adoption center in California. I don't trust anybody here. They are all mean. After being disowned by my birth parents and then thrown into this hell hole I realized that there isn't one person on this planet that you can trust. There all jerks. I guess you can say I learned that the hard way.
Nobody here likes me. I mean why would you like a schizophrenic girl like me. I know I wouldn't like me. I already hate myself now.
I was currently laying down on my bed watching Mulan on netflix. I overheard that we were going to be having some important visitors today. Everyone was getting dressed and looking better than they usually would when a visitor comes.
"Don't bother getting dressed you ugly bitch. These new visitors won't want you so you might as well just stay here and mope around like usual."
That would be my so called "friend" that sadly only I could see. Her name was Bethany. She was never like this when I was younger. She was the one that was there for me when I was being disowned by my parents.

Flashback~

I was sitting in my closet crying. My mother and father were giving me to an adoption center across the country. They had told me I was crazy and psychotic.
"You never should have been born!" My mother screamed to my face.
I was suppose to be packing but I just couldn't.
Suddenly a hand was placed on my shoulder. I looked up to see Bethany smiling sadly.
"I'm so sorry Mick." She said hugging me. Mick was the nickname she had given me.
"Don't ever leave me Beth." I cried hugging her back.
"I promise I will be there for you forever." She said.
We both got up and started to pack. My dad walked in soon. Beth glared at him and slowly started to back away. I hadn't noticed him until she started to back away.
"Beth what are you doing?" I asked.
She pointed to the door. I saw my father looking at me like I had two heads. He shook his head and angrily came up to me. He grabbed my hair and started to tug at it making me whimper.
"WHO. THE FUCK. IS BETH! There is nobody else in this room! You honestly are a disgrace to the world!" My dad yelled at me and then throwing me towards my bed. I got a gash on my arm from the corner of the bed grazing it. I started to cry even more. My dad had left and Bethany once again hugged me and helped me pack.

End of Flashback~

She changed after I moved here. I don't know what happened but one day she just started saying all of these cruel things and hurting me. I didn't do anything though. I just thought she was having a bad day. Soon I started to believe all the insults she was telling me. If she told me to do something I would just do it. If I didn't she would end up forcing me to do whatever it was or hurting me.
I decided to listen to her. She was right after all. Nobody will ever adopt me. I'm going to be stuck here forever.
"That's right." Bethany responds listening to my thoughts.
I rolled my eyes and got up to go to the bathroom. Some girls started to back away from me. They were scared of the girl who could see and talk to imaginary humans.
A girl a few years older than me came into the room and looked at me.
"I hope you're not planning on going down to see the visitors. They won't  want some useless mental piece of shit like you. Trust me." She said.
I nod and continue walking to the bathroom. I walk in and close the door.
"Do it Mick. You know you want to." Bethany starts to whisper.
I know immediately what she is talking about. I open the drawer and take out one of the extra razors.
1 cut
2 cuts
3 cuts
And then 4.

AUTHOR'S NOTE

Hey guys I hope you liked the first chapter. Let me know what you guys think. I promise the boys will come in next chapter.

Question: What do you think of "She's Kinda Hot"?

Answer: I absolutely love it. I definitely think it makes there band look more punk rock then pop. I haven't stopped listening to it to be honest.

Well have a good night/day/ week everyone!