Ijah's Life

My Life: Bad Memories

So, today I'm going to be sharing the bad memories of my life so far. Going from bad to worst.

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1. I am suicidal. I started being suicidal around 2nd-3rd grade. Not everyone knows this. Only the people who went to elementary school with me know this. Not even my family knows. The reason being, my family and bullying. I've been bullied since my kindergarten years. It was always because I was quiet, weird, and tried to be friends with everyone I came accross. The reason my family made me suicidal......you'll figure it out later in the chapter. I let all of these people get to me. Now, it's not along the lines of bullying (sometimes), it's more of things that my family members would say to me. But, I'm trying to stop, is a long, hard, process, but I'm at the first step, admitting it.

2. My sister is abusive. My sister had been mean to me since day one. It's only because my family doesn't give me the cold shoulder. My sister has stole, lied, and had disrespected my family so many times. And when my family showed any type of affection towards me, she would just verbally, physically, and mentally abuse me. I used to come to school with all types of bruises and cuts, and I would tell them that I got a spanking, which was half true, but it would MOSTLY be my sister.

3. This is one of my last favorite memories. When my dad told me that I should have been aborted. My dad flat out told me one day that, "you should have been aborted. Except your crackhead of a mother spent the money on weed." I asked him did he even want me to be born and here said, "you are obviously not smart, if you think that I even wanted 1 child let alone 2."

4.My least favorite moment. When my mom said that she wished I was never born. My mom was high at the time, yeah,I know, "She was high, what can you do." But, I was always told that a drunk/high person speaks more truth than a diver one, because they speak what's on their minds.

Okay, I'm going to stop here before I make y'all cry. Byeeee