My Rant Book (SPORADIC UPDATES)

It has come to this

Oh my god I'm fan girling over a youtuber.

His name is markiplier, and I added a picture in case you don't know what he looks like.

But seriously.

I have a bad case of the fan girl-itis.

OK a serious case.

I was just watching his draw my life video for maybe the 3rd time, and I was beginning to think that its so cool how he did band, and if you've read my intro to this book, then you know I do band as well.

That was the first sign.

Then I thought how I would much rather play games than actually think about my future, much like he wanted to play games instead of do engineering.

Second sign.

Now, I don't have the same family experiences as he did, but when under the influence of fan girl-itis, one tends to look over things like that.

And I know you are thinking "but that's only two things." And I know.

But there's a connection when I watch his videos. Its that "I thought I was the only one!" that first starts a friendship, or when you see the person you care for most and you just can't help but smile.

To be fairly honest, this is what I think being in love is like.

I know I'm most likely being silly, and I probably will never meet him since we live on opposite ends of the USA, but I have joined the fan girl army.

Sorry.

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