Only You (Destiel/Sabriel Fanfic Highschool AU)

Chapter 4

Castiel
          There was so much tension between me and Dean during English class; we kept stealing glances towards each other, and this was a completely new feeling for me. I mean, I've known that I've been gay for a while, but I've remained in the closet, and I don't know why. I know my brother Gabe is gay, he came out last year.  But this time it was different. This time, it almost looked as if the feeling was reciprocated.

As I was daydreaming off into the sunset, my best friend Charlie was smiling at me and wiggling her eyebrows. She's the only person that knows I'm gay, as she's lesbian too, so I thought I could trust her.

"You like him," she says a little too loudly.

"SHUT UP CHARLIE."

"You know you do. Don't fight it Cas."

I rolled my eyes and laughed softly. Charlie can be a handful.

It was amusing to watch Dean get embarrassed as hell while Mr. Singer was talking to and about him in front of the whole class. Looks like English is going to be fun.

After class was over, Dean asked me, "Hey, Cas...tiel... I'm going to have to get used to that," he chuckled. "Anyways, I need help finding my next class. I have absolutely no clue where it is."

Second period I had physics, also with Dean. So I walked him to class. In physics, however, we were separated and sat at different sides of the room. Dean sat right next to Benny, one of the mindless jock assholes.

Damn it, I lost my chance at a friendship with him. It's obvious he's the athletic type, and he's probably going to join the football team. Any shot I had with him was completely lost. Benny's cool and I am not. I might as well let Dean go.

Dean
          I couldn't find a seat next to Cas, but I sat down anyways and began listening to the teacher.

"Hey, I haven't seen you around before. What's your name man? Who are you?"

I turned around to find a guy looking at me. He had a thick Southern accent. I should probably answer his question.

"Oh, I'm new here. My name is Dean."

"Dean what?"

"Winchester. Dean Winchester."

"Alright Winchester. You don't look too bad. Do you play any sports?"

"Yeah, I'm not that bad at football. I was the quarterback of my old team."

"Damn, boy! You should definitely join here! Football season just started. I can ask the coach if he can let you try out."

"Thanks man."

"No problem. You seem like a nice guy. Friends?"

He stuck out his hand.

"Damn straight."

I gripped his hand tightly and shook it. Now I had two friends; Cas and Benny. At least in not going to be alone. Awesome.

"What did you say?"

"Um, did I say that out loud?" I laugh softly.

"Yeah you did, buddy. But it's okay."

I laugh again, and before I knew it class was over and I was looking for Cas so he can help me get to my next class. Just as I was about to talk to him, Benny comes up to me and whispers, "Man, if I were you, I wouldn't talk to Castiel over there. Could ruin your rep. Just sayin." He puts his hands up in surrender, and then he walks off.

What did he mean that hanging out with Cas would ruin my reputation? Was Cas not a good guy? Even though I have so many questions, I still walk with Cas to my next class, which he isn't in.

Castiel
          I knew it. Benny told him something about me. Probably not to hang out with me or he would lose his place in the social hierarchy of this school. Stupid jocks always fucking shit up.

But for some reason he still came to me and asked me to walk him to his next class. He had Calculus next, but I was in AP Calculus BC, so we had different teachers, but we were in the same building. I took him to class, left, and then sat at mine next door. I wonder who he's going to meet next. 

Sam
I left my first class with Gabe and then we walked to the next one. And the next one. And then we were finally separated. He was stressing me out so much, I needed some space from him. I sat down in my third class, Geometry. And the rest of the day went by smoothly. I was waiting for Dean by the parking lot at the end of the day when I saw Gabe walking towards me. Oh shit.

"Hey Gabe."

"Hiya Sam."

He looked a little sad.

"Gabe, is everything okay? You don't look too good."

He looks around, then he grabs my hand and drags me behind one of he buildings.

"Sam, we need to talk."

"Alright, shoot."

"Ok, so um I know you just moved here and I'm probably moving too fast but i hope we can be really good friends."

"Of course Gabe. How's that moving too fast?"

Gabe shifts in his place. Why does he look so uncomfortable?

"Goddamnit Sam.

This was scaring me now. I didn't know how to respond.

"Gabe..."

"Fuck it."

He grabbed my face and hastily crashed his lips to mine. And I had no other option but to kiss him back. It felt so wrong, but so right. I was kissing another boy. Hell, I haven't even kissed a girl yet. My first kiss was a fucking dude.

I ended the kiss abruptly.

"Um, Gabe, I think we need to think this through..."

"Shit. I knew it. I fucking knew it."

And he looked at me with his sad eyes and left me there standing with my jaw dropped open. I wiped my mouth with my sleeve as I tried to contemplate what the hell just happened. Why did I kiss him back? Because you're gay. What? No I'm not. BUT THEN WHY DID I KISS HIM BACK IM SO CONFUSED. Who am I? Oh shit man. I'm fucked.

Gabriel
I fucked up. Again. I lost the one chance I had to have a nice friend who wasn't fake. Everyone I know is so fake around me. They don't see me for who I really am. And Sam saw that in me. I felt the connection, and I took it a step too far. I think I lost Sam.

Dean
The rest of the school day was just fine. I had a bunch of classes with Cas, and I thought that maybe we could be friends. But what Benny told me kept replaying in my head. It'll ruin your rep. But I don't get it. Cas seems like a great guy. And he's so damn cute. And his blue eyes, and his trench coat, and his little defensive moments, and...

Okay. I'm freaking bi. I definitely like girls, for example, my ex girlfriend Lisa. I really loved her, but I had to break up with her because I was leaving and a long distance relationship just wasn't going to work out. We both understood that. But Cas... Oh my god... I hope we could be more.

I find Sammy in the parking lot. His face looked like he'd just seen a ghost.

"Sammy, you okay?"

"What? Uh, y-yeah Dean, I'm f-fine."

"Sam, I'm not stupid. Something clearly happened. And I'm either gonna find out sooner or later. Or you can tell me when you're ready and avoid some weird shit. You know you can tell me anything, right Sammy?"

"Yeah, o-of course Dean."

That was weird. I wonder what happened. Maybe he'll tell me when he's ready. I can't have the only reliable family I have lie to me or not trust me. My dad's done enough of that. I don't need Sammy doing that to me because I've almost reached my breaking point. I don't even want my dad to come back this time. He can go to hell for all I care.