𝕬 𝕾𝖆𝖉 𝕻𝖔𝖊𝖙 𝕴𝖓 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

I Stay, You Stay. You Go, I Go.

TW: Suicide

IMPORTANT NOTE: I wrote this when I thought my friend committed, they're fine now, I swear.

I had a panic attack today,

just like that one evening in May.

With you gone, I feel helpless.

Why? Because you left me a mess.

You promised me: "I stay, you stay. You go, I go,"

but only one of us is standing, and it's not you, no.

Star, you promised, but only one of us is in view now,

as the other one is flying, ready to crash down.

I should've been a better friend,

but I'm only a child, I forget.

I'm sorry, I couldn't do more,

but this is the end of your war.

You called me your little sister,

now I'm here to fight.

I beg, I scream, I whisper,

I'm scared of what I might...

Star, Monday, December 23rd,

left me crying, and then observed.

Star, Monday, December 23rd,

left me without reading what I've composed.