Drug Addict || JJK☆

26. Lies and lies,

○● Jeon Jungkook ●○

I feel like a deaf person, my mind keeps commanding my ears to listen the noise, any noise that my wife is about to make.

What will she do now?

Doubts me?

Argues with me?

Disagree with me?

Or— agrees to make our own baby now?

Is that even possible?

She is the one who said that we should stop.

Coming back to Areum, I don't want to leave her even though she is pregnant with someone else child who seems like a heartless bastard, leaving his pregnant girlfriend just because she doesn't has money.

I can tell that she really came back for my money. I can't bring myself to hurt her after knowing that she is pregnant now. The rotten feelings I had for her creeping back like the poisonous venom.

After my wife pushed me away and confirmed that she will leave me doesn't help much either, now all I've is Areum. A part of me wants to leave her in streets, to let her beg in streets like an orphan but I just can't.

Something in me— holds me back strongly. I don't wanna leave her, not yet. Not yet?

The silence in the hall deafening me. I watch my wife eyebrows furrow, as if she trying to fish out the secret behind us. She is suspecting me.

"Hold up." She scoffs, her eyes pinning mine with a heated glare, communicating the 'the fuck is this?' directly.

"Who is she?" She repeats her question, this time with a different meaning.

I gulp secretly, she is pissed.

Why?

Didn't she the one who come up with this excuse first?

"Areum is a my old friend." I reply the answer which she expected with a white lie, I pass a glance at my ex girlfriend who is giving a disappointed look at my direction but I am careless, all I want to convince my wife now.

"Old friend?" She repeats my words with a sour flavor as if it tastes awful in her tongue, I nod, "H-Her boyfriend left her pregnant." I let out the irritating sentence, stammering badly.

My hands are trembling by my sides, Areum seems to notice them but wife is too busy with the drama, even to notice the words leaving through my lips, all she is doing, is to stare in my eyes in pure disbelief and confusion.

She is suspicious of me and Areum. It's 100% sure.

Once she registers my words, I can see her eyes softening a little as she passes a look of sympathy over to my ex girlfriend.

There is a moment of silence again as she contemplates whether to agree with me or not, "What about her parents?" She asks, glancing back at me and when our eyes met her gaze turned back to the same look earlier.

"Died." I utter, lie. Her parents are in Japan, they are just a farmers, to religious and strict, if they came to know about her situation, they won't hesitate to kill her. That's what she told me about them, I don't know how much of them are true.

I just don't wanna leave her. Neither she wants to leave me and money for which I feel a bit of satisfaction, I don't even know why.

"She is an orphan." I speak again, stepping a bit close to my wife as her eyes wavering. She seems to believe me a little and I can sense her sympathy growing towards my ex girlfriend which I'm gonna use against her now.

"Please Y/N, she has no one apart from us." Us, is a powerful word. If I was just used 'me', Y/N wouldn't have feel much sympathy or any sense towards Areum, and that 'Us' will possess much aura, she will be feeling the responsibility for it by now.

My wife exchanges glances between me and ex girlfriend before she sighs, "Fine." I let out the breathe I realise I was holding until now.

"But." She initiates, glancing at Areum's stomach then back to me, "I won't accept the child as ours." She pins, I felt happy?

Why? Because is the child being neither of our's?

Then whose child will she accept as ours?

Our real one?

Is that what she implying now?

That she wants our own one?

"We don't have to, if you don't want." I reply immediately as I watch her reaction eases a bit, "Alright then." She nods, glancing back at Areum, "Welcome to our house, make yourself comfortable, Areum." She speaks, forcing herself to smile at Areum before giving me a glare then walking away from us.

I watch her figure disappears until I feel a hand on my arm, I snatch my arm before turning back to glare at Areum, "I told you never touch me again." I glare and she let her hand fall by her sides.

"S-Sorry. But, thank you." She says, avoiding my eyes, definitely hurt by my behavior. "Keep it. I don't need any of that." I scoff, "Take the room on left. Try to do some work, I don't want to keep you free here. But I can't promise that I won't kick you out anytime soon." I mumble before leaving her and goes to my room, sighing.

Now now, what I just did?

What's about to happen next?

What if I like Areum again?

What if my wife wants our own child?

I don't mind giving her one tho.

Come on, how come I have two women at my home?

And I don't want to leave any of them.

Can't a man have two women at a time?