Broken (Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

Scared.

*Trigger warning*

I Wake up to my alarm, meaning I have classes. I slowly get up out of bed and get ready. We have to wear a stupid uniform at the college I go to. I throw on a blue/green polo that's tucked into a black skater skirt, with a black cardigan and flats. I curl my hair and put on a little bit of makeup.

I walk into the kitchen to find Aron already dressed for school. His usual singlet and black jeans.

"Hey babe. So I decided to send someone to watch you, making sure you don't talk to any boys or friends about us. If they catch you, then there will be consequences. Probably worse than usual. Anyways, have fun at school." He smirks and put his hand on my lower back.

I scoot away, but he just gets mad and pushes me out the door. I get into my car and drive to school. When I get there, I walk to my locker. My best friend Bella runs up to me. "Heyyy can I copy your math homework?" She asks.

I roll my eyes and laugh. "Sure. Just don't get your nasty fingerprints all over the paper."

"Hey! It was one time when I forgot to wipe Nutella off my hands!" She defends.

I laugh and we walk to class together. "Sooo how's your hot boyfriend?" She says.

"Good. The usual troublemaker boyfriend," I say while faking a smile.

Class starts and it's basically the same thing it always is. Teach. Lecture. Yell at kids. Repeat.

Class ends and a guy in my class, Nate, comes up to me. "Hey, Lily!"

I panic and say a quiet hi before running out of the classroom. He catches my arm and laughs. "I need to ask you a question."

"Yes?" I say while looking around.

"You're really good at math, do you think you could tutor me?" He asks.

"Sorry, Nate I'm really busy." I run off to my next class before I see his reaction.

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I come home and find Aron sitting on the couch with an angry expression. "I THOUGHT I SAID NO TALKING TO BOYS!"

"I was just answering his ques-"

"I DONT WANT TO HEAR YOUR EXCUSE."

He grabs my arm and moves close to me. He whispers into my ear, "You're gonna pay for this." And punches my stomach. I fall to the floor as he gets on top of me. I don't move as he forcefully kisses me. He gets up and slaps me so hard that my cheek is numb. I lock myself into the bathroom as Aron says, "THATS WHAT YOU GET YOU LITTLE TRASHCAN!" (Lol sry I don't curse in my stories oops)

I slide down the wall and cry. Feeling a tingle in my wrist. I get out my blade and stare at it. I slowly drag it across my skin as I instantly relax seeing the red liquid dripping down my arm.

A/N: WOW THT WAS INTENSE IM SORRYYYYY On a more serious note, if you are struggling with self harm or depression, just know that I'm here for you and that I care. Life is too short to worry about bad things in your life. If you need someone to talk to, you can always message me. :-) Thanks for reading this book, it means a lot and also if you want to check out my other story called "Hideaway", that would be cool ;) Ily all💕 - Chrissy