Broken (Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

Darkness.

I apologize ahead of time oops...

It's been two weeks. Two weeks since I've started forcing myself to throw up. Two weeks since Ashton saw my cuts.

I'm so skinny, but Aaron still calls me fat. Aaron comes home late now. He is usually drunk and tries to get with me. If you know what I mean. He still abuses me. I want to desperately to leave, but I'm too scared. I also would have no where to live, and I would have to change schools.

I try to find the fact that I'm super skinny to my friends by wearing baggy sweaters and sweat pants. I'm not complaining though, sweats are freaking comfy! I'm no longer hungry. The urge to eat has gone away.

I've tried to stop cutting. I'm currently a week clean. I'm actually quite proud of myself.

Last night, Aaron came home and smashed a beer bottle on my head. I now have cuts on my sides, one on my head, and a couple on my legs because of that. It hurt really bad.

Ashton comes running through the school hallway to meet me. He looks really excited.

"I asked out Scarlet and she said yes!!!"

I felt a pang of jealousy. I don't know why. I'm happy for him though.

"That's great, Ash!"

He pulled me into the janitors closet.

He looked dead serious. "You look really pale. Are you okay? You know you can tell me anything."

"I haven't been able to get much sleep. I'm really tired."

He hugs me and that's when I realize something.

I need to get away from Aaron.

After school, I go home, and go up to Aaron.

"What do you want." He snaps.

I take a deep breath. "I want to leave."

"What did you just say to me?"

"I said I want to leave. You don't like me, you abuse me, I just want to leave."

Then something scary happens. He grabs my arm pulling me closer.

"Listen to me you little b*tch. You WILL NOT leave this house."

"I can leave if I want to!"

Then he pulled out a gun and shot my foot. Then everything went black.

SUPER SHORT UPDATE BUT I WILL TRY TO UPDATE TMRW!
Ily all! - Chrissy💕

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