A new start

My Love For Country Music

^^^FOR THE COUNTRY SONG I DECIDED 'I FEEL A SIN COMING ON' BY 'PISTOL ANNIES'. CHECK OUT VIDEO ABOVE FOR THE LYRICS. ^^^

When my first week of school was over and the weekend had just begun I decided to listen to my favourite type of music. Country. Now I know what your going to say, why the hell do you like country? Well to answer you honestly I don't know. I think it's the way they dress to the way they dance and it just gets my happy and gives me a warm feeling inside.

I start to sing along to Luke Bryan-Country Girl(Shake it for me) and begin to dance along as well as it gets to the bridge:
'Shake it for the young bucks sittin' in the honky-tonks
For the rednecks rockin' til the break of dawn
The DJ spinnin' that country song
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon
Shake it for the birds, shake it for the bees
Shake it for the catfish swimmin' down deep in the creek
For the crickets and the critters and the squirrels
Shake it to the moon, shake it for me girl'

"Nice moves!" Somebody calls from outside my open window. I slowly turn around so I am facing the person. Did you guess? It was Blake and he was smirking. Shit. He just saw me singing (more like shouting) the words whilst dancing.

"Hi" I say awkwardly whilst giving him a short wave.
"Nice moves" Blake says once again whilst nodding his head along with the beat to Carrie Underwood's song Cowboy Casanova.
"Thanks... I think" I said unsure wether he meant it or if it was a joke.

All he did was smirk and lean against his balcony looking around. I decided to do the same and faced him.
"So...how are you?" I asked mentally smacking myself for being so stupid about asking that question.
"I'm good, you?" He questioned turning to look at me.
I let out a loud sigh. "Yeah I'm doing ok"
"You don't sound so sure" he said whilst studying me as he hunched over the railing.

"It's just a lot of things have been happening in my life that I would like to forget, you know?" I don't even know why I was confessing my feelings about my past to him.
"Yeah I think I do" Blake said as he nodded.
I gave a short nod and turned around so I was back in my room and the song changed to Blue Jeans by Jessie James (Decker).

When it got to the chorus I started to move my hips to the rhythm of the beat.
I got a brand new pair of blue jeans
Me and my posse looking fresh and so clean
Headed out, rocking 'til the early morning
Giving my sugar one sweet performance
{hey, hey} Don't matter what you wearing
{hey, hey} It's about the way you wear it
{hey, hey} Don't matter what you wearing
{hey, hey} It's about the way you.

I didn't relies until I turned around with my hands high in the air that Blake was standing in my room with his arms crossed over his chest which made his muscles stand out against his tight fitted black V-neck shirt. When I caught his eye I saw a hint of amusement in them. I felt the heat rush to my checks as I looked around my room trying not to get hypnotised by his eyes.

"You honestly listen to this shit?" He asked.
That made me look up at him as I glare daggers towards him whilst he still had a smirk on his lips.
"Country music is not...shit" I said with a scowl on my face.

All Blake did was look around my room whilst walking towards me until we were just inches apart.

"W-what are you doing?" I stuttered.
"Well if you really want to know, I'm going to kiss you" he said as he put his hands on my face cupping my cheeks in his big, warm hands.

I tried stepping back to make some space between us but Blake moved one of his hands so it was on my waist bringing me closer to him so that we were chest to chest.
I could feel my heart beating fast whilst my breathing came out ragged and my hands began to sweat.
Just as his face was about to come in contact with mine I stopped him. "Wait, I haven't been kissed before" I said with a blush rising up on my cheeks feeling ashamed.

Blake look shocked but quickly recovered by giving me a blank expression and looked in my eyes intensely.
He leaned down just enough that I could feel his minty breath.

"Don't worry, ok?" He said in a whisper. All I could do was nod because I felt like I was paralysed in my place and I couldn't form the words to speak.
And just like that I had my first kiss. The way his lips fitted perfectly on mine like they were suppose to. I gasped in shock giving Blake the opportunity to put his tongue in my mouth where we both fought for dominance.

I slid my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. His arms were around my waist caging me in against his body.  I was beginning to need, air same with Blake considering we both pulled back at the same time breathing heavily whilst still in each others arms. We both just looked at each other until Blake pulled back and put his thumb on his plump lips still holding my gaze.

"I'll see you around" he said and turned around where I followed him and saw him jumped from my balcony to his and with out a second glance he walked into his bedroom.
I honestly felt like crying but I knew that I couldn't because I had been in worse situations. Like my parents.

Just as I lay down on my bed Mama's Broken Heart by Miranda Lambert came on.

I cut my bangs with some rusty kitchen scissors
I screamed his name 'til the neighbors called the cops
I numbed the pain at the expense of my liver
Don't know what I did next, all I know I couldn't stop

Word got around to the barflies and the baptists
My mama's phone started ringin' off the hook
I can hear her now sayin' she ain't gonna have it
Don't matter how you feel, it only matters how you look

Go and fix your make up, girl, it's just a break up
Run and hide your crazy and start actin' like a lady
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together
Even when you fall apart
But this ain't my mama's broken heart

Wish I could be just a little less dramatic
Like a Kennedy when Camelot went down in flames
Leave it to me to be holdin' the matches
When the fire trucks show up and there's nobody else to blame

Can't get revenge and keep a spotless reputation
Sometimes revenge is a choice you gotta make
My mama came from a softer generation
Where you get a grip and bite your lip just to save a little face

Go and fix your make up, girl, it's just a break up
Run and hide your crazy and start actin' like a lady
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together
Even when you fall apart
But this ain't my mama's broken heart

Powder your nose, paint your toes
Line your lips and keep 'em closed
Cross your legs, dot your eyes
And never let 'em see you cry

Go and fix your make up, well it's just a break up
Run and hide your crazy and start actin' like a lady
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together
Even when you fall apart
But this ain't my mama's broken heart

I listened to the lyrics more carefully then I normally would before I closed my eyes, falling asleep and started dreaming about my first kiss.