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CJ P.O.V
I got out of the car with Jay den following me.
" Here let me take him up stairs" he said taking Chris out of my arms.
I followed and when we got to my house I opened the door and
saw the shock on his face. I walked to his room and told jay-den to
put him in his bed. Queen size with little steps so Chris can get on it.
I told him to get a smaller bed but he just said if he didn't have it than
he would die. I told him that I wasn't going to get it, he did get mad but
got over it so I had to give my baby what he wanted. Every since I was 16
and went to the store for baby food and he saw toys that he wanted and
I couldn't get it for him, hurt me.... more then him.
I don't like when he wants something and can't get it. (he's a good baby)
That is why I work hard and am luck to have the job I have.
I was in my room when jay-den came in.
" nice place daddy's girl"
That made me mad and I knew he could tell because the smile
that was on his face was now replaced with concern.
" what did I say wrong"..
"I don't have A father" I said angry... mad at the world but taking it out on him.
" yes you do I saw him the other day"
" no that was mr. Jackson .. My father die years ago"
" I don't understand" his face was a hard mask of confusion.
"he hates me .. Ok.. What did you think I would tell him I was raped.." his face fell so I changed it " taken advantage of by his best-friends son. That's not what you tell your father. An when he found out I was pregnant he said " it's either me or it" I told him I was going to keep my child because in all truth I felt as if only my baby cared about me.. Then he told me I was a disappointment and kick me out."
When I finished talking I was sitting on my bed. He was standing by my door.
" what did you tell him" he asked worried.
" I said I got drunk and slept with someone I don't know"
I turned around to put my face in my pillow so he couldn't see just how much it hurt me to not have my father. I felt his hand on my lower back rubbing small circles trying to calm me. My heart was racing.
" I'm so sorry "he kissed my shoulder and that reminded me that I was about to change my shirt before I got into deep thought. I wonder why his skin felt so smooth on mine.
" what are we going to do"
" what do you mean"
" the rest of the world....what will you tell every one about him because now if you don't you'll break his heart."
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My "Little" Secret Isn't A Secret Anymore!
Hombres LoboEvery one said that life isn't fair and in CJ's case it's true. Who do you turn to in the time of need or help. Family right? Well she did and look where that put her. Kicked out of her pack by her own father. The one who was supposes to love you...
