Just A Little Bad

Chapter 18

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT: I have changed the story name to Just A Little Bad. I just think it fits better than her bad girl ways honestly. K here's the chapter that isn't edited whatsoever and is extremely short due to the fact that I wanted to let you all know I changed the name.

I rushed into the hospital with Luke and quickly found my mother who was in the waiting area.

"Mom? Is he okay? Where is he?" Luke asked before I could.

"He's in surgery they said he was in pretty bad shape," she said as she started to tear up.

"Mom, where's dad?" I asked, confused as to why he's not here when his own son is injured.

"He had to go to work." What the hell?!

"Blake was in an accident and is in surgery and he decided work was more important?! What the hell is h-"

"Beau not now. It'll make things worse," my twin said grabbing my shoulders.

I sat down next to my mom with my head in my hands. My father is always at work unless it has to do with me acting out. Once Luke broke his leg and Dad didn't even come to the hospital. It's ridiculous that work is more important that his family. Blake is in surgery for christ's sake!

"Can you tell me how he crashed? He wasn't even supposed to be out! He was supposed to be in school with me and Luke!"

"He wasn't paying attention and he swerved into the lane with oncoming traffic and a tractor trailer hit him."

"How the hell- he can't have been 'not paying attention' he is the best driver I know! He yells at me for going above 40 mph, if not less," I say dragging my hands over my face.

Then, it suddenly dawned upon me that my brother was in surgery in critical condition.

What if he doesn't make it? What is he dies? I'll never see him again. He can't end up like Tessa. He can't die, he can't.

I couldn't stop all the negative thoughts flowing through my brain. I felt like I couldn't breathe. My breathing increased as tears fell down my face.

"Beau? I need you to calm down. Everything will be okay," I heard Luke say.

"I-I can't," I said, struggling to get the words out. I started feel lightheaded and dizzy.

I was having a panic attack.

I haven't had one since back when Tessa died.

"Honey, you need to calm down and breathe," I heard my mother say.

Suddenly, I was being lifted up and before I knew it I was outside.

"Bea, I need you to breathe, can you do that for me? Deep breathes, okay?" Luke said with his hand on my shoulders.

I did as he said and I started to be able to breathe again.

I looked at Luke. "I can't lose him, Luke. We can't lose him!" Is said hugging him, seeing tears in his eyes.

"I know Bea, we won't. I promise."