It was lunch period and I was sitting with my usual group of friends, Resa, Lexi, Alex and my brothers. We were talking about how hard the geometry test was. Even though all of us got good grades, it was still hard a hell.
"Beau come with me to get food. I'm hungry." Lexi said.
I groaned as I got up and followed her. I picked up some fries and soda while Lexi got salad and water.
"Health kick again? I give it 2 days till you snap and eat a whole bag of chips." I said laughing.
"Shut up I want to get a hot body," Lexi said giggling.
I made a funny face at her and paid for my lunch. I stood by Lexi waiting for her to finish paying for her lunch. As soon as Lexi turned around to walk my way Brittney the Bimbo walked into me with her lunch tray. I was covered in food.
"Watch where you are going bitch you just spilled food all over me!" She yelled. Surely the whole cafeteria heard her. Great more attention than I need today.
I just started to walk out the cafeteria, trying to keep my cool. " Wow no wonder you had to move from your old school. You just mess up everything," she said smirking.
" LOOK HERE BITCH I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO YOU ARE OR HOW POPULAR YOU ARE. YOU NEED TO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE OR GOD HELP ME I WILL MAKE SURE YOU END UP IN A HOSPITAL. YOU DON'T KNOW ME. YOU DON'T KNOW MY PAST SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME BECAUSE YOU DON'T." I yelled at the top of my lungs whilst turning around.
The whole cafeteria was silent and that's when she punched me. Like she punched me. I spit out the blood from my mouth onto the floor.
"I know enough about you to know that you are just a bitch to everyone and you have no life. You act all tough even though you aren't. You're.Just.A.Fake. The world would be better without you," she said with a smug look on her face.
That is when I lost it. Like completely lost it. I tackled her to the floor and just kept punching her repeatedly over and over again.
" Beau stop!" I heard someone call but it was no use, I was already too far gone to stop.
I was pulled off her as I kicked and screamed until I couldn't anymore. As I was put down, I noticed I was now outside in the woods, most likely the one next to the school. As I took in my surroundings I noticed Alex was standing next to me with a sad look in his eyes.
I started crying. I never cry, ever. Not even when my grandmother died. Alex wrapped me in his arms as my legs gave out.
I just couldn't anymore. I came here for a new start to try and erase my past and try to be a better me, a Beau 2.0. But I just ruined it my first day.
"She's right," I sobbed into Alex's shoulder. " She's right about me. I ruin everything. I hurt everybody I get close to. I am just a shit human being. I go too far all the time. I feel nothing at all, I have no emotion towards anything. The world would be better without me."
She is right. I am worthless. I don see how my parents could love me when they have two perfect sons.
"Beau stop. I don't give a fuck what that bitch says. You are not any of those things. You don't ruin everything you make it that much better. You are nice to the people you love, you actually care about them. You are the greatest and most bad-ass person I have met. Maybe you go too far but who wouldn't if they were in your situation. You do have emotion because if you didn't you wouldn't be here crying. It hurts to know that you think of yourself in that way. You are perfect."
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A/N: so heres a very deep chapter for you guys. My eyes literallty started to tear as I wrote this. Maybe I'm just really emotional. Let me know in the comments if this chapter gave you that sad feeling because it sure did for me.
~asay
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Teen FictionI once again grabbed him by the collar and shoved him into the lockers so we were in our original position. I leaned forward just past his ear. " I don't play nice," I said before giving him one final shove and walking off to my class. _____________...
