Behind Closes Doors (boyxboy)

7

"Gabriel, chill, you need space." I said putting him down in the hallway outside his room. I opened the door and pulled him in with me. He tried to bypass me again to get out but I shut the door and sat down in front of it.

"I hate you." He said glaring at me.

"You know that's not true." I said calmly.

"Fuck you." He stormed over to his bed and flopped down screaming into his pillow. I slowly walked over to him and placed my hand on his arm. He looked at me. "Your brothers a douche." I laughed.

"Well, he's gonna be your brother in law so get used to it." That was definitely the wrong thing to say. He glared at the door. "I'm not going to the damn wedding."

"Gabriel, what is this about?" I said sitting beside him. He hugged me. "Don't wanna talk about it." He mumbled into mynchest. I groaned.
"Come on Gabriel, why are you acting like this?" He shrugged.

"If you stop acting like a childband tell me one thing. I'll give you a kiss." He raised his head slightly glaring at me. I knew I got his attention.

"And if you tell me more, I'll take it a bit farther" I winked and he rose a bit more, still clinging to me.

"And who knows what you'll get for the whole story" I said sending him another wink.

"But since you don't want to talk about it, I guess I'll just go" I said fakingly moving to stand up. I wanted to know what made Gabriel so mad.

He grabbed me and held me there.

"Castiel and I...we didn't have the greatest family. Dad was....and Mom just turned a blind eye." He smirked.
There's the face of the Gabriel I know

"I'll be taking the kiss now." I frowned.

"You sure you don't want to say more..." I said playing with the hem of his shirt. I raised an eyebrow. He was silent for a moment.

"Dad, be wasn't even our real dad, we don't know what happened to him. Well, he's not Micheal, Lucifer and I's real dad. Metatron...he was evil. There is no other way to describe it. I mean I have a brother named Lucifer and this guy is like 1000% worse then the devil himself. Our Lucifer wasn't that bad though. I mean like the devil, devil, if you believe in that sort of stuff." He shrugged

"I don't get why mom stayed with him. When Micheal and Lucifer turned 18 they fled. Left the rest of us to defend ourselves. Micheal regrets it, he calles sometimes, but, Lucifer, no ones heard or seen him since. So when I turned 18, I told Castiel to come with me. So he didn't have to deal with it anymore. But Castiel refuses. Said that unlike me and my brothers he would not 'betray' his father. Who does 'so much' for us. It was like he was blind to the bruises covering our bodies. I didn't get it and I couldn't get him to come so I left." His face got kind of a far off look.

"I got scared though. I remember when Luci and Micheal left, the beating got worse. I wish I could've taken all my siblings but I was 18 I couldn't take care of a 17 year old and a 12 and 13 year old. So I called 6 months later, I wanted to give Castiel a second chance you know? But when I called my little brother Balazar answered and told my Castiel had left 3 months before hand. It hurt...it still hurts. And all these years he's never once contacted me or tried too....until now, now that he has no one" he said bitterly

I was shocked about how much I've now just learned about the man I've been living with for 3 years.

"I promised Balthazar I'd take him in after his graduation, hope you don't mind" I shook my head home lding him closer.

"You said you and Dean had similar unresolved conflict?" I didn't answer I just pulled him towards me and crashed out lips together.

My poor Gabriel. At that moment I didn't care to correct myself. He is mine.

Our kiss became more heated and soon enough Gabriel was straddling my waist in nothing but our boxers.

I pulled back.

"Fuck. Gabriel. We can't" Gabriel pouted.

"Saaaaam, we made a deal!" I trailed a hand down his arm.

"I can't fuck you with my brother sitting in our living room." Gabriel put his head on my shoulder kissing my neck.

"Can you ask them to leave?" I laughed.

"No Gabe, they are here for you, about their wedding...I would though..." I said playing with the waist band of his boxers. "If I could, I would" Gabriel groaned then kissed me.

The door opened. "Listen, Sam, Castiel wants to talk to Gabe so....WHAT THE FUCK?" I jumped an turned looking at Dean. He was glaring at Gabriel. Great Dean caught us...but for some reason I couldn't find it in myself to care.

Gabe's pov

Dean glared at me. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. I climbed off of Sam.

"Uhm, so Castiel wants to speak to me?" I said throwing on clothes, which turned out to be my pants and Sam's shirt. I looked back at Sam who was smirking at the plaid button up that was clearly way to big for me. I hurried out of the room Dean glared at me and from behind him I saw Sam wink. Flustered I made my way to the living room. Castiel sat on the couch with his head in his hands slumped over.

"You wanted to speak to me?" I said in monotone. He looked up and smiled sadly.

"Gabe I'm sorry."

"I don't get it Cassie. Why didn't you tell me? Or call me?" Cas looked down
"I didn't want to admit to you that you were right and I know its a stupid fucked up excuse but its true."

I shook my head. "Youre right that is stupid and fucked up..."

Cas' face fell.

"But your still my little brother, I forgive you." Castiel's face lite up.

"Really?!"

"Oh course Castiel." Castiel jumped into my arms.

Dean walked out with Sam who wasn't wearing a shirt. Dean glared at me but Sam slapped him on the head.

"Be nice to my boyfriend. I'm nice to yours." My heart fluttered at boyfriend.

"Well now, about this wedding..."

You know, within the hate there was love and with their love there was peace. Behind the closed doors of there dorm Sam and Gabriel found deep down under the yelling and screaming and constantly say I hate you, there was love and caring. No body saw that side. Now they do.

Fin.