It's a sunny day
The hallways crowded
Blue eyes a smile blonde hair I don't know you I can't know you
I laugh.
Its gloomy
Its wet
Hes walking by
Blue eyes,smile,blonde hair
"Hi alex"
I wave
Nothing
Don't be dumb.
My bedroom it's late
The text.
"Your maddie's friend"
Yes.
I shouldn't
Hes talking
I'm staring
"Can I touch it?"
Yes
I should stop
"Its you"
I send it
I regret it
"I'm not rejecting you"
A week
A foggy morning
"I'm sorry I choose him"
The text
The rereading
The blade
The blood
The tears
The pills
The friend
"I still feel the same"
I'll be gone.
A walk.
A talk.
A kiss.
A hoodie
A cheater.
"I love you"
A lie.
A heart break.
Again
Hes laughing
Hes laughing
Hes laughing.
A breakdown
A best friend
A text
It's late
Choose me
Pick me
Love me
Want me
"I love you"
Months.
Love
A fight
A realization
A heart break
The blade
The walk
The touch
The heat
The pleas
The love
"Your stuck with me"
The lie
The bridge
The night
His bed
Alone
Alone
Alone
The ignore
The final
The heartbreak
The sobs
The hospital
"I'm sorry"
The friendship
The lies
The cheater
The breakdown
The friends
Weeks
Months.
Moved on
Gone
Done
A new love
Alone
4 am
"I love you"
I never should have
