to the friends I left

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To the friends i loved
The ones i laughed with
The ones i held
The ones i sang with
The ones who held me
The ones i did illegal shit with
The ones i did my makeup with
The ones i vented to
The ones i said shitty stuff to
The ones i dated
The ones i called
The ones i slept with
The ones i kissed
The ones i left
I leave people behind when they hurt me
I miss the ones who never did me wrong
But i couldnt stopmyself from wanting to move on
I miss the boys who made me feel like i was the same as them
The girls who made me me feel normal
The gays who supported me
The ones who were there for me
But im a shitty friend because i left them all
Because i can't handlemy own feelings
I shut down
And i leave town
Im sorry to you all i wish you the best love cosmic

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