Bullied

6

-kalels pov-

I sit in my bed thinking.

I cant go home. But i dont know if i should stay..

At home, my dad will physically abuse me to death.

Here, luke will mentally abuse me to death.

Either way.. I die. No matter what i do. I could run away, but id probably die all on my own. No money, depressed, suicidal.

Something would end up happening.

"Youre not leaving" i here luke

I look up and hold my breath.

He heard all that.

"Why do you care?" i ask

"Cuz my mom cares-"

"So if she wasnt here. You wouldnt care." i spit.

"No kalel thats not what im trying to say-" i cut him off again

"Sure sounds like it. Im leaving. Tonight. Ill pack a small bag and ill be on my way. Just throw out everything else." i say and he grabs my arm, i flinch. Memories of my father flash in my eyes.

"Im not letting you leave kalel" he says trying to get me to stay

"Im not staying in a house with a man who mentally fucked me up." i whispers

"Stay alright?" he says

"No! Im not staying. Im not going to risk you making my life even more of a hell than you already have." i take a breath and grab my bookbag "im leaving tonight. Whether you like it or not" i look at gim and he grabs my face and kisses me. I dont respond for a few moments. He pulls away and looks at me

"If you think thats going to get me to stay youre so wrong-" he cuts me off and kisses me again, he falls backwards onto my bed, putting his hands on my waist.

Does he actually like me?

---------(three days later)

I wake up and get ready for school. I curl my hair and put on makeup. I put on my black dress with white flowers and my black vans. I walk downstairs with my bookbag and walk outside. I see luke and maria. I put my head down and wait for the bus. I get on and go to school.

When we get to school i get off the bus and inside. I walk to the classroom and sit down in my chair.

----Last period.

I walk into class a little late because of a guidance appointment. I walk in and people laugh at me. I look up at the board.

Oh my god...

"Luke?" i say looking at him and he laughs.

"You were all over him" a girl remarks.

"Was it forced luke?" a boy says

"It wasnt forced. He kissed me" i say with a tear rolling down my face.

"Luke would never kiss a whorebag like you" maria says, someone throws a piece of crumpled up paper at me. More people join in. And suddenly i feel a bucket of cold water poured onto me. I look at luke and he looks kinda guilty.

"Thank you luke, youve offically ruined everything for me. Thanks" i say walking out the class crying. Im all wet and cold. I walk out the school and back to lukes house. I walk in and see liz and her friends laughing at the table and immediately stop.

"Kalel what happened?!" liz says running to me.

"Im sorry liz, thank you for the offer of staying, but its best for me to leave." i say walking upstairs and grabbing two bags. I pack some clothing, the 20 dollars i have, my computer and chargers. And other stuff i might need. "Just throw away everything else" i say to her and i walk out right as luke comes home.

"Kalel" he says and i push past him. I walk down the street and put on a sweatshirt.

Its kinda chilly out.

I check my phone and see toby texted me.

Hows the new house?

How do i repond to that...

Well, lets just say.. I left cuz of her son..

She doesnt respond so i put my phone away. I keep walking and walking. It starts to get dark out and i look for a place to sleep. I see an alley way with a small dark corner. I walk over and sit down. I shut my eyes.

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The next morning i wake up and start walking again. I change my clothing to a pair of sweatpants and a sweatshirt and i put the hoodie up. I put one backpack over the other and continue walking. I walk into a gasstaion and grab three bottles of water, chips, and candy. I pay and walk out. I take a sip of water and i keep walking.

I dont know where im going. Ive gotten pretty far..

Its sad to think that the person that made me. Provieded the sperm to have me, wants me to die.