Chapter 1

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*BEEP BEEP*
Just another day it feels like. Another thick aired, slow moving, grey day. There's many ways to describe how I feel but I think describing it as "the world is moving fast around me while I walk aimlessly by". I'm a 15 year old, pimple covered, slightly over weight girl with barely there breasts. So basically, I'm "just another person" in this world.
Nothing makes me stand out. Nothing makes people like me. Truth is I've always been bullied for who I am. I used to be happy and smile all the time but, the world got mean. So here I am, moving at a slow pace in the fast world we live in. I try to get by and be happy while I do so...but truth is I need help...I can't take this anymore...I just need someone to help me...
Most of my life I've suffered silently with depression and self harm. It's gone as far as having suicidal thoughts. I was 6 when this all started and just last year I started opening up and letting people in and letting them help me. I even stopped harming for over a year and a half but, lately I've been relapsing.

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