Keeping it TRILL (completed)

Comfort inn

Jasmine's pov

Today Shontae and I have to go to the studio and the guys are coming with us. 

I was sitting in the living room watching ESPN while waiting for everyone when Willie and I's fight came up.

"A couple days ago NBA rookie Willie Cauley-Stein and former college basketball star/ new artist Girlfriend Jasmine Jeffries got in to a really heated argument that turned physically. Any input on the topic?"

"Yes, that girl got hands on her."

"I feel that she was doing the most. Like look at his face. Black eye, busted, lip and bruises." 

"Shit he lucky I didn't bust a cap on his ass" I mumbled to myself

"I think she did what any woman would have done. If a guy was cheating on me and was public about it, I would have done the same."

"Okay what about Kelly Oubre Jr.?" 

"He didn't have to do anything. It didn't concern him." 

"But that is his best friend, I feel he did the right thing." 

The guys and Tae came downstairs.

"What are you watching?" Tae asked

"A load of bs." I said turning the t.v. off

Everyone looked nice and then there is me. I was wearing a really low cut tank top and some shorts. And I was wearing no bra so you could see my nipple piercings threw the shirt.

We all walked out the the car. We are taking my black Escalade. I was driving with Kelly's in the passenger seat. Then it was Jahlil, Justise, and Tyus, and lastly Devin and Tae booed up in the last row. Kelly was in charge of the aux so he had the whole truck turnt af. 

When we got to the studio and Jaxon was waiting for us. Shontae went straight in the the booth.

"When you ready." Jaxon said

She took a deep breath and started to sing her song I'm yours.

I don't mean to show it on my face, babe
And I don't mean to wear it on my sleeve
But when we messed around
Suddenly my hearts were found

And now I wanna call you my baby                                                                                                                                           I wanna be your best friend, yeah                                                                                                                                             It's so crazy, amazing                                                                                                                                                                 And you know it

You know I'm feelin' you, and you like it
You like it cause you know I'm yours
You know exactly what to do, and I like it
I like it cause I know I'm yours
I'm yours

Everybody's tellin' me I've been changin'
Cause I ain't ever been in love before
But we know what it is
And I believe you're what I've been missing

But now I wanna call you my baby
I wanna be your best friend, yeah
It's so crazy, amazing
And you know it

You know I'm feelin' you, and you like it
You like it cause you know I'm yours
You know exactly what to do, and I like it
I like it cause I know I'm yours
I'm yours

And you know I'm feelin' you, and you like it
You like it cause you know I'm yours
You know exactly what to do, and I like it
I like it cause I know I'm yours
I'm yours

"That was great." Jaxon said

"You do? Because I feel like something is missing." She sighed

"Maybe you need some one to rap on it." I suggested as she walked out

"Like?" She asked

"Vic Mensa." Devin said

"Yeah he be spitting fire." Tyus said

"Well I can get some people to get in touch with him." Jaxon said

"Alright cool."

"Jasmine your turn."

"Well i don't have anything written but I have some stuff I want to get off my chest." I sighed

"Okay, just say what you got to say." Jaxon said

I let out a big breath

One, two, one two...
Thought I told you not to trust these hoes
Say they love you, and you know they don't
Say they will, but shit, you know they won't
Yeah, you hear me, you don't feel me, though
And you are not the only one...
You are not the only one...
You are not the only one...
You are not the only one...
Okay, fuck it, it was Dominic, David, Brayden
All of them did the same to you
Marquis and Sean and Bryan
All of them had they way with you
Ever so often you get lost and miss out on everything
Shout-out to Crissy
That's my bitch 'cause she tells me everything but
And I was not the only one
I was not the only one to you...
So I was the only lonely one...
Really we had the perfect end...
That night we shared at the Comfort Inn...
We made love like the world would have ended...
If either of us had admitted..
We were in love...
But I was the only one...
So I was the only lonely one...

Really we had the perfect end....
That night we shared at the Comfort inn, we
Made love like the world would have ended
If either us had admitted, we were in love
But I was the only one...
So I was the only lonely one.

And I should've never took you on a boat for your birthday
And I should've never fucked you on a boat on your birthday
And I never would've came into your house in the first place
If I would've known that you would hurt me like in the worst way
'Cause that night turned into every weekend and
Every weekend turned to every evening
You took me out and left me in the deep end then
Quis found out and then I had to leave him
'Cause I couldn't be the one to hurt him
Plus I thought you were the one so it was worth it
But really we should've just ended it
That day I was at your crib when...
Your baby mama just burst in, damn

I was weak then and you knew it
I was so weak then and you proved it

'Cause my brother was dying
And you gave me a shoulder to cry on
It was nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing
If it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing
Then why'd you...
Then why'd you call it love?
Oh oh

And I was not only one who was hurting
And you were not the only one with the burdens
But if we're nothing, we're nothing, we're nothing, we're nothing, we're nothing, we're nothing
Why would you call this love when you knew that it wasn't?
Why would you call it love when you knew that it wasn't?
If this was not love then please tell me what was it
If this was not love then please tell me what was it

'Cause when I met you at my favorite store
And I saw you working at the door...

Bout time I was done I had tears running down my face. I look to see everyone with sad faces.

"I'm sorry." I said running outside

I was outside trying to calm my breathing. 

"Gosh Jasmine pull yourself together." I said hitting myself in the head