Bellamy:
"Finn stop! She's still out there!" I scream desperately while shoving kids out of the way.
"I love her just as much as you, even more actually." He says in a clean voice. "But we need to close the doors now!"
"Your joking! You don't care about her you don't love her! Your a coward! Your only concerned about your safety!" I scream at him throwing kids out of the way.
When I finally reach Finn his hands are on the leaver. He stares right into my eyes and refuses to step away. I take a step forward but as soon as I do I hear a deafening scream coming from outside. It's Clarke.
We both brake eye contact and I started running towards the tarp flaps as I presume he's doing to, but before I can take more then two steps I hear another scream being muffled by the grinding of the drop ship doors closing.
I spin around to see Finns pulled the leaver.
"No!" I yelp throwing myself towards the door. Her screams fuel me to go faster, but I'm just not fast enough. The doors creak shut and I can't help but run into them with full force thinking maybe I'll go right through the door.
My head hits the cool metal and I slump against the door tears running down my face. I can't hear the screams anymore, just the banging of spears on the drop ship.
"Do it Jasper." I hear Finn say, just the slightest hint of animated sorrow in his voice.
"Don't!" I jump up from my ball. "Just give her a few minutes, she can get away before the blast!"
Jasper looks between me and Finn.
"Please" I whisper.
"She's dead Bellamy! There's no way she survived all those grounders."
Grabbing his shirt in a fist I drag him to my face. "For a guy who slept with her you know nothing about her. If anything there's no way those grounders could have killed her! She's alive! She's alive." I spit letting him go.
Just then we hear a creaking coming from the drop ship doors. They're opening them.
Before any thought Jasper pushes the button, and everyone falls to the ground as the drop ship starts to take off.
"No!" I growl at him but it's too late. Knowing this I whip around and half crawl to the drop ship door.
I'm gonna be the first one out. I'm gonna find Clarke as soon as I can. But to my horror when the drop ship fall back to the earth and the doors finally open all I can see is black.
Ashes. Charred bodies and skeletons. Small flames. And smoke. But no Clarke.
It's all black. Not a single fleck of that golden yellow hair of hers like I had been hoping. Black.
"Clarke...." My voice cracking before I can squeak it out. My voice is so weak. What I thought would be a call out for her was just a sad whisper of a beg. A beg that she's alive. But she's not...
And I know that... And I know that anyone of these crispy skeletons could be her.
The reality hits me, it hits me hard. I feel my legs go weak as I fall to my knees.
Sickening sobs escape my mouth as my tears continue to roll.
She's dead....
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I'm not dead....
I'm not dead! Holy crap no way!
I peel my face off the smoky bark of the tree I'm hiding in just to be sure. Yup I'm alive. I can see the shiny metal of the drop ship reflect through the smoke. I feel a smile grow on my face. I know I should get down so when they open the doors they know I lived but I'm just so tired and I deserve a minute to recuperate.
Just then the drop ship doors begin to open. I sigh relieved it actually worked. The first one out is Bellamy looking terrified. None of the others follow him. I figured Finn would be the first one to look for me. But here's Bellamy.
Im about to call out to him to let him know I'm here but before I can I see the tears in his eyes and a soft 'Clarke'. He thinks I'm dead. I see him fall to his knees and sob. For me. He's crying for me.
Now I'm all too eager to get down and end his sorrow. I want to run into his arms and tell him it's okay. And possible make a joke about how he missed his princess so badly.
I look down searching for branches to help me descend, when I hear it. The rest of the 100 have come out, they all look terrified, but everyone of them are silent. Even Bellamy. I lean closer to see what's going on to see red smoke is starting to fill the camp. Men in masks and filtering in with gun.
The panic and adrenaline that had started to die down immediately bubble back up as Bellamy screams "Everyone get back in the drop sh-" but passes our before he can get the order out let alone have someone follow it.
The men in masks start to load them in trucks. When they get to Finn and Bellamy I'm snapped out of my shock and launched into hysteria.
"No. No!" I scream trying to get down as fast as I can. The smoke enters my lungs so fast I start to cough but I have to stop them. I don't have a plan u just know I have to stop them. I can't let them-
All the air is wrenched from my lungs as I strike the burnt ground. One of branches was so badly burned it snapped off.
I take a shaky breath before I look up to see I've been completely impaled by a rusty grounders spear sticking out of the ground.
When I see it all the pain I hadn't felt rushed in and hit my like a truck.
"Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh" I cry out in a frustrating howl. The pain and shock and hysteria are too much. I see the masked men in the distance closing in on me. I can feel my breathing getting rapid and see blood gushing from below my belly button. My visions growing smaller and dimer. It's getting dark. I can't...
No! No, I have to get away. Bellamy needs my help. So does the rest of the 100.
I take the spear with two bloody hands and snap off the end. Pieces of ash falling into my wound. Most likely infecting it. I could die from it but that's a problem for another day.
With all my effort I stand up. My body cries for me to lie back down and die but I won't. I take a hold of the rest of the spear coming out the back and pull. It's not coming out and my hands are bleeding from the scorched flaky slivers of wood. I try again as I start to walk into the woods away from the men. I think I almost have it when the burnt up wood breaks leaving a sizable amount of charred wood in me.
I'm sure to die now. I have no way of getting it out or cleaning it. I look towards the approaching masks and realize even if I were to escape and survive (very unlikely) it would take months to recover. Bellamy- the 100 could be dead by then. If I let them get me I still help from the inside. I'm probably going to die anyway. And Bellamy needs to know I'm alive and it wasn't his fault. I let out breath and let the darkness consume me as the men in masks reach me.
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Okay so this is just part one btw.
Also comment if you know any really good one shot books (bellarke) please and thank you
