Trips & Stones

Chapter 2: Help comes in mysterious forms

"oh shit dude are you okay?" Fuck, fuck, fuck! Why did this have to happen?! This is more embarrassing than that semi in assembly (I now realised I said that and yes that happened, get over it). My face is now a horrible vermilion shade, basically worse than his hair. Why me? We could've just left each other alone dammit. As the cowardice I am I can't even look up from the ground to see his face which has been perfectly carved by angels to give this being a magnificent appearance.

 "Uhm hello?" He says as he pulls out his hand to help me, goddammit man. He's not only gorgeous but kind. Fuck! My hands trembling from pure embarrassment and soul retching anxiety, I attempt to grab his hand to finally stand on my not so stable feet. "U-uh... Thank yo-fuck!". My hand quickly returns to my horribly lonely side. Dammit to god I'm pathetic, I can't even handle a couple of cuts on my hand (which is ironic with this much eyeliner). "are your hands okay?" He said with pure sincerity, fuck what's happening to me? I-I'm never like this I swear. This guy he... He has this atmosphere that gives the sensation of my lungs filling with estrogen (probably the wrong thing, I don't really excel in science class, or any class for that matter. I'm a dumb ass) "I-I'm okay, just a couple of scratches" the words crawl out of my mouth like they're a sin which should never be released, I need to digest these butterflies I swear. "Here I'll help you little guy" Oh my, no, no, no he isn't- Fuck! He's lifted me completely off the ground! He's lifted me bridal style, with the look in his eyes that make me think he doesn't want to put me down, but then again I'm the 'delusionality of the year', if that's even a fucking word.Oh god, that face. Damn that face, I'm so close up that I just want to make o- What the fuck am I saying?! I'm straight! Aren't I? As that thought crosses my mind I look around frantically to find something to think about other than the perfection infront of me. The trees look nice I guess. The birds are just a no from me, and the buil- Gah! This isn't possible! He's my only thought! 

"Wow you're light, I'm gonna put you down now okay?" Oh I could listen to that gorgeous, luscious voice all day everyday... He puts me down on my feet with such care and grace, who exactly was this guy? "U-uh... So who are you?" Great, now my cheeks are pink, bright fucking bubblegum pink. Like that fall want enough. "I'm Gerard, but you can call me Gee" He starts to giggle straight after that sentence, and oh my god, how adorable it was."And you are?" Shit, what do I say? Fuck

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Hey uhm, this is now my second one. Hope you enjoyed it. Please leave a comment ^-^