Don't Go There (Camren)

Chapter 9

"There is this party tonight." Dinah said as she scrolled on her phone. "Really? Haven't been to one for a while now." Camila replied. "Well we should really go. It starts at like 7 or something so we can make it if we leave here at 4 so we can get to my house dress up and get ready to go." Dinah said excited. "Yeah so I hope Lauren and Taylor will come soon then so we can leave." Camila said. Dinah nodded. "I will text Taylor." After Dinah sended her a message she almost immediately got a respond. "Yes they will be here at 4 so we can leave then." Dinah told her. The rest of the day they spend watching tv and taking care of the little one. Alejandro was always working till late. Clara was back in the hospital again. Camila didn't want to seem selfish but the girls had been here for so long and it was supposed to be their vacation. They also wanted to have a little fun. So going to one party wouldn't hurt right? It was now 4 and the girls still didn't arrive. "Where are they?" Camila asked impatient. "Relax. They will be here soon." Dinah said nonchalant her eyes focused on the tv. It was half past 4 and the girls still weren't here. Camila got a little upset. She wanted to go out for once and even that she couldn't. She looked at Dinah who also became irritated by now. "I'm gonna text her again." Dinah announced as she grabbed her phone and typed a message to Taylor. Couple seconds later she got a respond. "They're almost here." Dinah said rolling her eyes. A couple minutes later there was a knock on the door. "Hey!" They were greeted by Taylor and Lauren. "We had some stuff to do. We are really sorry." Taylor said apologetic. "It's okay. Well now me and Dinah can go." Camila said as she grabbed her jacket. "Wait wait!" Said Lauren standing in front of Camila. "Yeah?" She questioned. "We need to do some grocery shopping so stay here okay?" Camila couldn't believe this. She had waited for so long on them and now they had to wait more. Taylor noticed that. "Or if they really need to go I can stay here and you go." She directed the last thing to Lauren. Lauren looked at Camila as if she was saying something to her with her eyes. Pleading her to stay. "No it's okay. We can stay. Or Dinah can go and I will come later." Camila gave in. Lauren smiled at this. She was happy Camila decided to stay. It was like she didn't want Camila to go to that party. "No I'm staying too." Dinah said. "Okay we'll make it quick." Lauren said as she and Taylor walked out the door. "Well it was obvious Lauren didn't want you to go." Dinah said after a moment of silence. "Oh stop. They needed us to stay so we could watch Chris." Camila defended. "Yeah because Taylor couldn't do that huh?" Dinah mocked her. They sat on the couch waiting for the girls to come back. Chris was playing in his room occasionally coming into the living room and then disappearing again. Alejandro called to check up on the girls.

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The girls had already returned but now it was like almost 6. Camila and Dinah had hope that maybe they could make it quick if they left right now. Dinah shot Camila a look for her to start. "Well we are going now." Camila announced. "Now?" Lauren asked frowning. "Yeah we need to go." Camila replied. "Why don't you stay for dinner?" Lauren pushed. "No we can't." "Why? Just stay please." Lauren pleaded. It was getting harder for Camila to decline especially because she liked Lauren. "I.. We.. I'm sorry but we are really going." Camila tried to stand on her ground. But Lauren didn't give up. "Just please stay for dinner I'm gonna make it good I promise you will love it. Just stay please." Lauren now begged looking at Camila with her puppy dog eyes. Camila looked quickly at Dinah who was smiling so wide she knew everything. "Okay I'll stay." Camila said giving up making Lauren almost jump in the air. "Yes!" She said happy. "But Dinah you can go if you want." Camila added. "No. I want to stay with you." Dinah reassured Camila. That's why they were best friend because it was never one without the other. They always chose eachother above anything else. Moments like this made Camila realize what a good friend she had and how lucky she was to have Dinah Jane in her life. They decided to check up on Chris. As they stepped inside his room he was taking a nap. So cute.

"So.. still don't believe Lauren wants you to stay so desperately?" Dinah began. "You don't understand, Dinah. If she does like me. This is gonna be a disaster. So why does she make it harder by being so.." Camila couldn't find the right word. "Needy?" Dinah helped her out. "Well I don't know if this is called needy but I don't want her to make things harder for me by being sweet and nice to me." Camila explained. Dinah sighed. "I know girl. But she doesn't seem just nice and sweet to me. I mean she makes stupid jokes just to make you laugh, she looks at you constantly, she tries to impress you why can't you see that?" Dinah tried to make Camila see. The door opened revealing Taylor. "Guys dinner is ready wake up the little one." She instructed and left. "I'll wake him you go." Dinah said and Camila walked to the living room. "I hope you guys will like it." Lauren said as she sat the plates down for everyone. Dinah and Chris also came into the living room. "Chris, come sit next to me." Lauren said because that way she could feed him. They all ate and liked it. "You like it?" Lauren asked looking at Camila. "Yes it's good." Camila answered. Occasionally they would all make small talk but mostly it was silent. After dinner Camila stood up and cleaned. "Give me your plate." Camila said to Lauren. "Oh no I can do it myself." Lauren said. "Let me." Camila said sternly. Lauren gave in. "I want ice cream. Can you bring me?" Taylor said looking at Camila. "Ofcourse does anyone else want?"
"Yeah me too." Lauren said. "Im coming with you." Dinah said and almost dragged Camila into the kitchen. "Wow Dinah what are you doing?" Camila whisper yelled. "12!" Was the only thing Dinah said. "12?" Camila repeated confused. "12 fucking moments!" She said not being able to contain her excitement. "What Dinah?" Camila was still confused. "During dinner I payed attention to her and I swear to you Mila, she was sneaking glances at you like 8 times and the only person she talked to was you and she only asked you if you liked the food. There were 12 moments!" She finished.

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"Well I'm going home now."  Taylor said as she stood up and put on her shoes and jacket. "Yeah see you!" Lauren waved. "Bye Tay!" Dinah and Camila said. It was already late and Taylor didn't stay over. However Dinah, Camila and Lauren did. "So I just put Chris to bed." Lauren said as she walked into the living room. "What are you guys watching?" She asked as she sat down next to them. "America got talent." Dinah replied. Camila looked at Lauren and she couldn't help but stare a little. Lauren catched her and stared back at her. Normally Camila would look away immediately but this time she didn't want to. Instead she kept staring. Lauren did the same. Lauren then smiled and looked away.

"This girl is really good!" Dinah said about this girl that auditioned singing. She had just finished her song. "Yeah she is." Camila added. The girl looked so innocent and sweet and she had a great voice. "She's also really sweet!" Camila said smiling at the screen. "Aww!" Dinah said. The girl on the tv started to giggle and Camila died of too many feels. "Omg so cute! Her laugh!" Dinah chimed in. "Yeah!" Suddenly Lauren made a comment. "She's only just laughing!" Both girls turned to Lauren. Something in her voice sounded irritated. Could she be jealous? Dinah grabbed a pillow and stuffed it in her face. "Omg she jealous!" She whispered. Camila blushed. Could that be? She thought. Was Lauren really jealous because she talked about how cute a girl on tv was? After that they didn't talk much and the show finished. They were now watching a documentary about sex. It was really awkward. Camila was a little prude. She was still a virgin and she didn't really like watching this type of stuff. Dinah however was just chuckling beside her the whole time. "Disgusting." Camila let out. "Why?" Lauren questioned and Camila didn't expect her to talk. "Because I don't need to know what satisfies a man and I'm not some slave." Camila replied annoyed by this show. Lauren laughed softly. She patted the spot next to her. "Let's talk about it." She invited. Camila felt Dinah nudge her. She stood up and sat close to Lauren. "I agree with you sex is not just to satisfy a man." Lauren began. "It's also too pleasure you.." She looked at Camila. Camila became a little nervous. "I just.. I've never done it but from what I see it's only just pleasure and I think I can do that to myself too I don't need someone." Camila explained nervously. Lauren smiled. "Ofcourse. You are completely right. But what you see on porn sites and on tv is only just advertising. Sex is really great when you do it with someone you love. It's different then. Because it's not only about the climax you reach. It's so much more than that. You're opening yourself up to someone, you're showing your vulnerability. You're giving yourself completely to someone. Exploring each other's body and mind. Your heart feels complete because when you are with someone you love in that intimate way, your whole body feels different and you come to find that it's so much more then you reaching your orgasm. It's a whole new experience with the one you love." Lauren explained passionate. She was a little nervous while explaining this to Camila. She was touching her neck and arms the whole time. Sometimes she would fiddle with her bracelet. Camila just looked at her. The way Lauren explained this made her look differently at sex. Lauren was right. The way her heart would race whenever she saw Lauren or whenever Lauren would lightly touch her or even look at her let Camila know that Lauren was right. "I think you are right. I also think that sometimes someone doesn't need to touch you physically to make you feel things, sometimes they just look at you and you feel everything." Camila shared her own thoughts. Lauren nodded. "Exactly!" She agreed. The rest of the night they talked about much lighter things.

"Well I'm going to sleep now." Lauren yawned. "Yeah us too." Dinah said who had been paying attention to the two girls the whole time while pretending to watch tv. "Goodnight cuties!" Lauren said as she layed on the couch. "Goodnight Laur!" They said in unison. They went to the other room. "Okay she likes you big time dawg!" Dinah said while she threw herself on their bed. They were sleeping in one bed. "Why do you think that?" Camila asked unsure. "You guys were talking so long and you had this deep conversation about sex and she shared everything with you and you know how closed off she is. Plus, she was nervous and flirted with you." Dinah said simply. "Flirting?" Camila asked in disbelief. "Yeah she was touching her neck and stroking her arms. I read on the internet that when woman do that they are subconsciously flirting with you, letting you know they want you to touch the body parts they are touching themselves." Dinah explained as if she was some expert. Camila looked at her as if she was going to explode any moment. "Dinah I can't do this." She said gathering herself together. "Why not?" Dinah asked her concerned. "Dinah this needs to stop. Starting tomorrow." Camila said determined as she turned around and shut of the light. Dinah didn't know what to say but she knew her friend was very confused at the moment and she had to just let her. Dinah turned around too. "Goodnight Mila." She whispered. "Goodnight DJ."