Ache for you (Zarry- AU)

Chapter 4

Dear Harry,

I miss that sill. I remember me & you would always sit cuddled up on it and just look out into the city, we would sit there hours just smiling, laughing and drinking tea. I miss home so much I wish I never got forced to do this & I could be home with you.

We had so many plans the future & Now we have to wait until I come home to peruse them together. I know you always wanted a little daughter & you would name her Darcy, you will be the best dad ever do you here me?

I know I am talking like I won’t be here in the future & There is a reason for that.

Harry Edward Styles I love you so much you are my life, I live this life to protect you & I won’t be able to do that anymore… I love you & all our memories we had through 6 years of being together. I loved you ever since I meet you freshman year & A few months later when we got together I fell even more in love with you.

My favourite memory of us has to be the lazy days where we just stayed in & kept each other company they were incredible.  I love with every fibber of me being & I always will no matter where I am, okay you have to know that.

I probably won’t be able to write to you anymore, you see I am in the hospital over here, with a gun shot in my chest. I am hooked up to all these different machines and it hurts to move to write you this letter, but I had to write you this because I couldn’t bare not to even if I am in pain.

I got shot earlier today they put me through sergy to get the bullet out… I’m sorry if I am scaring you please don’t be scared baby I hate seeing you upset it kills me.  Nobody seen it coming though because the person came out of know where, but when he shot me my team went and killed him right on the spot. They hauled my to the nearest hospital.

I don’t think I am going to make it. Its getting really hard to breathe and my chest is really hurting, also I am starting to loose my eyesight. I am sorry if I am scaring you again I just wanted this to come from me & not some stranger in the military.

I think this is it I can’t stand to sit up much longer… I am sorry for the tears on this letter I was hoping none would fall but it’s too late.

I want you to know that I love you with all my heart & I’ll still look after you up in heaven and look after you. Please don’t do nothing stupid I love you so much baby.

Let my family and our friends know that I love them too and tell them thank  you for everything they have done for me, us.

Stay strong with for me

I love you forever & always

Zayn