Ache for you (Zarry- AU)

Chapter 7

Dear Zayn,

 

I’ve made up my mind I can’t live in this world if you are no longer in it. I know this may seem stupid of me and maybe a little cheesy for saying but I can’t live with out you, so I’m not.

 

I am emotionally dead so why not be physically dead too? I have a bottle of pills with me right now, and a bottle of vodka. I am taking the first pill as we speak. Do you remember this song? It was our wedding song.

 

Every time our eyes meet

This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone, 

Or anything

I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams

 

I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I want to spend the rest of my life,

with you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do,

Baby I'm amazed by you.

The smell of your skin,

The taste of your kiss,

The way you whisper in the dark.

Your hair all around me,

Baby you surround me

Touch every place in my heart

And it feels like the first time

Every time.

I want to spend the whole night

In your eyes

 

I love you for ever & always. See you soon.

 

Love, Harry

 

Author’s P.O.V

 

After Harry wrote down the song he down the bottle of pills with the vodka and just looked down at the piece of paper in his hands, then he looked up at the ceiling and mouthed ‘I love you’ as he went over to lay down on the bed.

 

He slowly started to loose his vision and soon feeling in his body as he slipped into un consciousness. He had a smile on his face and he left this world to meet his beloved in the next.

 

His friend Liam found him a few hours later and called a ambulance, the paramedic’s tried to revive him but it was too late he was gone.  

 

Family and friends cried a lot the day that Harry Styles died, November 15th to be exact.  

 

His funeral was the following Wednesday and all of his loved one’s showed up and said heartfelt words about the young boy.

 

Meanwhile Harry was watching them say everything about them while in the arms of this love. His one & only. He was back in the loving arms of his boyfriend. They shared a quick kiss before going back up into the sky with his beloved and gave a smile to everyone down at the funeral, he made the sun shine a bit more as he was leaving as a sign to tell them that he is in a better place now, and forever will be.

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Don't useally write Author's note but what ever. So this was the last chapter :( I am sad about it! I loved writing this so much omg it was like my baby, and I'll miss it.  Also the song is on the side

I hope you liked it <3

-Bri