Ache for you (Zarry- AU)

Chapter 1

Dear Zayn,

I miss you a lot. I know I begin every letter like this but I just want you to know that. I hate waking up without your warm body beside me & a kiss on my forehead and how you would tell me each morning how beautiful you think I am, when in reality you’re the beautiful one. You’ve always been beautiful since I first laid eyes on you all those years ago, the way your brown eyes sparkled with the sunlight & how your black hair always seemed to turn lighter. I miss that smile that would always come when you seen your favourite things like when we would walk in the winter & it would snow and you would just have a wide smile spread across your face.

Winter was always you’re favourite time of the year. You say it was because of the snow, you always seemed to love the stuff with a passion, you said it was because it made everything look beautiful once it was covered in a white blanket.  Another reason you loved winter was because you’re birthday was right in the middle of winter January 12 to be exact. You would always hate when I went over board and buy you everything & organize a big party which has been every year since I’ve known you. Once the end of the night would come you would give me a sweet kiss & say a big thank you and saying how I didn’t have to do all this because I was the only thing that you would want, but I was always reply with nonsense you deserve all this & everything that I planned because you are amazing and that I love you. You’d always laugh and we would go out to coffee at that little café you were in love with; we would stay their for hours at a time just laughing and talking about everything.

I really miss not having you by my side which is hard to deal with because ever since we got together we have been joined at each other’s hips. Everyone said that we wouldn’t last because we were in the ‘honey moon’ faze but we proved them all wrong.  We had our fights that one of us usually ran away in tears, which was mostly me but you always ran after me.  I never told you how much I loved it when you ran after me and would continue to hold on to me & you toke all my nasty words and you would whisper sweet things in my ear until I calmed down. I always felt bad after it but you never let me because you always said it was you’re fault for being a ass, but I knew it was my fault.

I know you’re gone away to help save our country like the brave man you are & I respect you do much for it.  When I herd you were going away to war I was terrified I would loose you & never get to see or hear you again but you quickly calmed me.  You told me that everything will be fine & you will get home every once & a while and you kept you’re promise. Also you promised me that you would never leave me since we first started dating & ever since the day you told me you kept that promise, you never let me go and I love you so much for it. I know I am not the easiest person to get along with I am awkward & I tend to loose my temper easily; also I am a very emotional person as you know I cry over a sad movie, I am like a teenage girl & you always tell me how adorable I am when I act like one. I always hit you playfully while you laugh you’re head off at my face and we end up cuddling on the couch eating pizza.

I just can’t wait for you to come home again I just miss you so much! & I’ll never stop until the day I die even then I will still love you from up in heaven. Can’t wait too see you baby. I love & miss you.

Much love,

Harry