Sins, not tragedies. / ROBERT DOWNEY JR

Chapter 23 // depressing truth

His fingers gently traced my lips before our lips met again, the sparks flying around in my stomach as I grabbed him closer to me.
My mind drifted to somewhere else, and I couldn't just get it off.
I wrapped my legs around his waist, moaning slightly as he started tracing his hands down my back, his warm fingertips sending me over the edge.
Suddenly the door was opened, the dark room being lit up by the light in the hallway.
"Stacy?", Rose asked, her voice cracking as she realized who was witb me.
"Robert.", she muttered, before closing the door loudly.

My eyes snapped open immadietly, my face full of sweat and my head aching at the heat.
Shit, shit, shit. It was a dream. It was freaking deam.
I betrayed my best friend in my dream.

What the hell was that supposed to mean?
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*Rosemarys POV*
I woke up due to Roberts singing voice in the shower, a smile appearing on my face.
Just as I put on my morning gown, he opened the door again, my head turning is his direction.
"Good morning, Sunshine", he whispered, gently cupping my face in his hands as he planted a small kiss on my forehead.
I took his hands, lightly giving them a squeeze before pulling him into a comforting hug, my head resting on his shoulder.

We sat down at the breakfast table, Roberts eyes glued on me the whole time which made me smile proudly. Stacy looked tired though, the bags under her eyes bigger than the windows of this villa.
"Are you okay?", I asked her since my Parents were still sleeping, knowing that they wouldn't like to see me talking to Stacy in a tone they didn't know existed in me.
Her eyes flitted between me and Robert for a second before wandering down to her cereal, a minute of awkwardness and silence filling in.
"Yeah, I'm...tired", she muttered, taking the bowl of cereal in her hands and excusing herself from the table.
I looked to Robert who didn't seem to pay attention to the situation, smearing jam all over his fingers.
He looked at me with furrowed brows as he shook his head, realizing that I was looking at him.
"Puberty", he said, tilting his head slightly before biting his bread.
I bit my lip, not knowing how to react to a situation like this.
I mean, i've caught her masturbating to Robert, and she didn't even apologize whatsoever, of course something was standing inbetween our friendship.
Stacy wasn't the person you could just come up and talk to, she'd get offended immadietly - she would ignore me for the rest of her life actually.
The rain beating against the window, seeming to be harder minute by minute pulled me out of my thoughts.
"I heard it's going to be pretty windy today..", Robert said, pulling me out of my thoughts as he clapped his hands together, making me know that he was fully happy and not hungry anymore.
"Oh", I mumbled quietly, looking out the window as I crossed my arms.
Robert scooted closer to me before putting one hand on my thigh, making me flinch slightly.
"You need to eat. You got thinner since last week, don't forget that you're eating for two.", he smiled at me, grabbing the spoon full of cereal, making weird movements in front of my mouth and doing car sounds.
"Come on, one for daddy..", he whispered, trying to hold his laughter back which wasn't working. Of course his laughter would make anyone laugh, so I just laughed like there was no tomorrow.

Hours passed with my parents talking about the future, Robert napping on the couch with me on the top and Stacy looking like she was getting bullied.
Suddenly everything went dark in the house and Robert flinched, making me flinch in response.
He sat up straight whilst I still tried figuring out what to do when this would happen.
I was scared of the dark, like really scared.
Robert knew it since my childchood, so he gently put his arms around me and putting his head on my shoulder trying to comfort me.
"I like it when you play with my feet, you used to do that as a small child", He whispered in my ear, my brows furrowing immadietly.
"My feet are up on the couch, I'm not....playing with them?",

A short moment of silence filled the room until the lights were turned back on, revealing a Stacy which had her foot up on Roberts lap.
"What is that", I said, my voice starting to get deep and harsh.
Robert moved her feet away with a disgusted expression whilst I was trying to stay calm and not beat the sh!t out of her.
"Listen, this is so stupid, I thought this was your lap.", She mumbled, her hands raising as she tried to defend herself.
I furrowed my brows again before a small 'oh' released out of my mouth, smiling at her.
"Sorry", I said, sitting down next to her and pulling her into a hug.
she didn't hug back though, but I l didn't want to ask her why, there was so much stress going on anyways.

Robert looked at me with an angry expression as he crossed his arms, giving Stacy a weird look before shaking his head at me.

Whats the problem now?
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sorry for the short chapter but my head hurts really bad and we have a storm coming...
i feel like nobody actually reads the story anymore.
i feel like deleting Valley Girls and this one since no one actually pays attention to the work I'm doing. not trying to be mean, but it's really hard considering I have no notebook at all and i'm writing from an android phone.
please have some sympathy for me (god i Sound like a loser lmao)
and tell me what i should change about the story...i have a feeling people don't like it.:(