Sins, not tragedies. / ROBERT DOWNEY JR

Chapter 29 // Behind blue eyes

I woke up with my head aching like never ever, my eyes trying to adjust to the brightness. I looked over to my side, seeing Rose standing at the window with her arms crossed. ''R-Rose'', I whispered, my voice cracking slightly.

She turned to me, her eyes red and puffy as if she was crying the whole night. ''Don't Rose me, Robert. Only close friends do that.'',

I furrowed my brows before sitting up in the bed, wondering what the hell I did last night that I deserved this. ''What do you mean with Close friends? We're together.'', She clenched her jaw, wiping away a small tear that ran down her pale cheek. ''We're not'',

''What do you mean?!'',

''We're not together anymore, Robert. I'm breaking up with you...actually I've broke up with you this night.'', I furrowed my brows even more, feeling like there was a hidden camera somewhere. 

What the hell did I do last night?

''Listen, Rose...What did I-'', ''It's Rosemary'', she cut me off, more and more tears escaping her beautiful eyes which seemed darker than before. ''What did I do, Rosemary?'', with a slight sarcasm in my voice as I repeated her name, I looked at her with raised brows.

''Robert, just please pack your things and leave.'', was the last thing she said before storming out of the room, leaving me confused, frustrated and angry.

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I've spent hours, waiting and waiting in front of her house, asking myself what the hell I did that she acted like this. 

There was nothing I could've said wrong, or? I mean...I went out with my new colleague, drank some beer and...damn, what was in the beer? I don't remember anything after those couple of beers, and I'm not usually that drunk when drinking beer.

Just as I tried to remember everything, Stevens Car pulled up, almost crashing against my head. ''Dammit, Robert!'', he yelled, opening the window and pushing my head away slightly. ''What's wrong? Something happened between you and Mary?'', with a slight hint of worry, he pushed my head away even more as he started leaning out of the window.

''She..She broke up with me, I don't know why.'',

I heard a small scoff ''Maybe because of your behaviour yesterday'', I looked at him with furrowed brows. ''You treated her like a whore, Robert. Like a whore.''

Something in my body turned around, never feeling like this before. What was that feeling? 

I mean, sure, Rose and me we had our difficult times, but what could I have done for her to treat me like this? 

''I don't understand..'', I half whispered, trying to hold my head in my hands. Steven sighed quietly before pushing my head away gently ''I gotta go, man. I'm sorry. I gotta go'', he said, his car moving forwards as another small tear escaped my eyes.

What have I done?

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*Rosemary POVS*

I couldn't believe that he was sitting on the street like that, like nothing ever happened. Deep inside me I wished he would have rang the door, or thrown a stone at the window - but none of that happened. I felt like our relationship was dead in just one night - when in reality it should be the other way around.

My eyes couldn't hold in the tears anymore and I've let them run, feeling like someone cooked my head for 3 hours straight. 

A light knock on my door interrupted my small breakdown, my head snapping into the direction of my door, my dad standing there and crossing his arms. ''Darl, let me talk you.'', he whispered, closing the door after him as he made another step towards me. I nodded lightly before hiding my face, hiding from all the pain.

He sat down, awkward silence filling the room before he finally spoke up again with a quiet sigh ''We don't have heart-to-heart conversations that often, do we?'', he quietly laughed, pulling me out of my breakdown for a short moment.

''We don't..'', my voice cracked as another tear escaped my eye. My dad plopped down right next to me, his hands comforting me as he put his head on mine. 

''I don't know exactly what he did, but whatever it is, do I need to cut his willy off?'', I smiled at my dad, pulling him into an tight embrace. ''Dad, I want to be a small girl again..''

He sighed quietly, wiping away my tears. ''Rosemary, I was always against boys in this family, but Robert...he's part of our family..my family...YOUR family!'', I looked at him with furrowed brows again, my head spinning slightly at his words.

''Dad, there's no MY family. I have no family with this man. He said her name when he wanted to sleep with me..'', ''Rose, he was drunk, it happens sometimes..plus, Susan killed his baby..He needs his time.''

My brows furrowed even more. Since when was my dad so understanding about boys? 

A small spark in my stomach made me know that something wasn't right, that I needed to check on Robert, see if he was still there. see if he still wanted to come in.

I stood up, wiping away my tears and hoped for the best. A wave of relief kind of hit me as I saw him sitting on the street, my mom giving him something to drink and to eat and whispering something to him.

Her baby bump was now even noticeable in the dark, and it made me smile that my parents were so happy. Deep down inside I wished Robert would be on my side again, showing his caring love to me - but we both knew that wouldn't be soon.

''Rose, he will sleep on the street.....Can I atleast let him sleep on the couch? He's still human after all.'', my mom suddenly said, making me flinch. Was my mum superman or something? 

''Do what you want, mom. I'm over with this man.'',

She smiled at me before putting her hand on my stomach, gently caressing it. My brows furrowed at her sudden movement, feeling something I've never felt before, not even in spain.

''You're not over with him..not at all.'', 

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Wow, I left you with a cliffhanger.......what...a horrible person I am....wwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooow.....also the part where Steven pushes Roberts head is copied from 'kiss kiss bang bang' just had the feeling to do something like this c:

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