blog title: what the fuck just happened
3 January, 2015
hELLO INTERNET
SOMETHING HAPPENED
LIKE
HAPPENED
WITH PHIL AND ME
AND I'M HJSDFGHDSFKGJDFSGKSHDHSDG
so it's christmas and of course phil and i just have a party
alone
as usual
we had a small christmas party at chris and pj's house since they own a house together and i guess they're getting married
idk
well they own a house and they got me drunk
kinda
well
phil got me drunk
and can i say i didn't regret anything one bit
he was drunk too
but i was a bit sober than him
just kiDDING we weren't even drunk at all
which makes things much worse
ok
i don't know how to say this
but
phil fucking proposed to me
on christmas
i
i don't know what to do
i didn't say yes
i didn't say no
but all he did was just look at me
and i was confused
bUT HE FUCKING PROPOSED LIKE BITCH WE'RE ONLY IN OUR FIRST YEAR OF UNI WHAT THE FUCK M8
but he says he wants to get married in 2022
so we're gonna b waiting for a while
it's 2014 almost 2015
seven more years
ugh
i want to say yes
but also no
because i don't know if i could handle phil. like, yes i could. but could phil handle me? he was the one who broke up with me i think
yes
he was the one who broke it off.
but now he wants me back like maKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND
well anyways
new years passed right ??
and so we were at phil's house alone since his mum and dad wanted to go to a new years party so we were home alone and yes we're dating now ( well engaged since i said yes to him again on new years when he proposed again on new years ) and then things got a bit
heated up
um this is rlly uncomfortable but i want you to know idk i'm weird
well phil and i got a bit intimate and we kinda
fucked
um
yeah
i have no words
but yeah we fucked and it was pretty great
he topped and i bottomed and
i'm gonna go i'm
bye internet
YOU ARE READING
hello internet ☆彡 phan
Fanfictionhello internet! today i met my best friend and the love of my life. ☆彡 phntasia 2015 inspired from @lu-ke-cifer's "my diary"