hello internet ☆彡 phan

blog post 11

blog title: what the fuck just happened

3 January, 2015

hELLO INTERNET

SOMETHING HAPPENED

LIKE

HAPPENED

WITH PHIL AND ME

AND I'M HJSDFGHDSFKGJDFSGKSHDHSDG

so it's christmas and of course phil and i just have a party

alone

as usual

we had a small christmas party at chris and pj's house since they own a house together and i guess they're getting married

idk

well they own a house and they got me drunk

kinda

well

phil got me drunk

and can i say i didn't regret anything one bit

he was drunk too

but i was a bit sober than him

just kiDDING we weren't even drunk at all

which makes things much worse

ok

i don't know how to say this

but

phil fucking proposed to me

on christmas

i

i don't know what to do

i didn't say yes

i didn't say no

but all he did was just look at me

and i was confused

bUT HE FUCKING PROPOSED LIKE BITCH WE'RE ONLY IN OUR FIRST YEAR OF UNI WHAT THE FUCK M8

but he says he wants to get married in 2022

so we're gonna b waiting for a while

it's 2014 almost 2015

seven more years

ugh

i want to say yes

but also no

because i don't know if i could handle phil. like, yes i could. but could phil handle me? he was the one who broke up with me i think

yes

he was the one who broke it off.

but now he wants me back like maKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND

well anyways

new years passed right ??

and so we were at phil's house alone since his mum and dad wanted to go to a new years party so we were home alone and yes we're dating now ( well engaged since i said yes to him again on new years when he proposed again on new years ) and then things got a bit

heated up

um this is rlly uncomfortable but i want you to know idk i'm weird

well phil and i got a bit intimate and we kinda

fucked

um

yeah

i have no words

but yeah we fucked and it was pretty great

he topped and i bottomed and

i'm gonna go i'm

bye internet