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Chapter 10

Sarah  

God he wanted me to hangout with him what todo. For all second period I was thinking about what todo. If I should go or forget it . The way he whispered it in my ear just made me want him. I was walking out of class and I saw him standing across the door. I was nervous, shit he was waiting for me well there goes me deciding to or not.

"Hi " I took slow steps tours him .

"Hey so are we hanging out?" He looked down on me .

"I .. Umm " I couldn't talk his stare was making me nervous.

"unm yeah but you need to tell me why " we walked down the hallway.  

I felt weird because everyone was looking at me . Then I saw Emily , I remembered my plan so I got closer to him. I saw how that made her face change to disgust that made me smile.  

Right when we passed by her I turned to look at John .

"You have such a beautiful smile" 

I turned pink since he said that loud enough that some people turned to face me.

"So where are we going ?" 

I asked him curious to where he wanted to take me.

"We'll I'm new so I was hopping you could show me around " 

He wanted to be seen with me the ugly fat girl okay I was more confuse .

"Okay but there isn't really much to show , also you have been here for a week shouldn't you have like seen the school already ?"I gave him a weird look.

"Nope I was saving it for you "

"Why me ?" 

He looked to think but he just smiled and kept walking. I took him to the back of the school . There was a garden their .

"Well this is the prettiest side of the school" I pointed all around us .

"Yes it pretty " he said just staring at me. He was always making me blush.

"I like when you blush " what did he just read my thoughts .

"Yes I read your thoughts "he said with a serious face. After a few seconds he cracked up .

"You are such a jerk you know "I slap his arm jokingly . Then I froze did I just hit the cutest guy in school .

"well now too were ?" 

He looked around us. I was tired so I didn't really want to keep walking . I guess he notice my sweaty forehead because instead he grabbed my hand and pulled me to a bench . His touch gave me this spark sensation . I was kinda sad when he let go of my hand .

"Are you gonna answer my question now ?"

"Nope "he smiled at me . 

His a total jerk I swear .

"I'll tell you in lunch that way I can make sure we do hang out "he said it all proud of him self.

"Why are you so cute " I said in my mind well I thought I did.

"You think I'm cute?"His smile got bigger . God what the hell I can't just think anymore with out voicing my thoughts .

"Is okay don't worry about it" 

The bell rang and we headed to my class he insisted to take me to class . I really didn't feel like walking with him because I knew people would be talking about us. I told him that and he got mad . So now he was walking with me to my class.

"Don't care about what people think about us " he said holding my face in his hands . If people where not looking at us they where for sure now .

"But... " 

"No buts Sarah "I close my eyes and nodded . He lean in and hugged me.

"See you for lunch "I nodded my head in front of his chest.

"Okay see you later" 

I waved bye and went into class.  

He was right I shouldn't care but what I can't help it if I care a little bit . I mean all my life I have been judge because of my weight. Which had made me gain more. I now weighted 190 lb but I had lost already 10lb which I was proud of.  

This class was gonna be a pain since the only thing I wanted was to see him. I wanted to look into those eyes. Thinking about his eyes made me think about the wolf . How majestic it looked and how soft it's fur was.  

When I looked at it I felt like I was staring at John's eyes. I was in class but nothing of the lesson was staying in my mind. I would glance at the clock but I felt like that stupid clock wasn't moving . How I hated this stupid class. When the bell rang I ran to the door . I saw John right in front of me. I couldn't help to smile at him.

"Hey"  

I said very excited to spend lunch with him. I hadn't notice the red head next to him because she was really tiny. I was kinda sad that it wasn't gonna be just us.

"Hey Sarah this is Sofia my drama partner "I shook her hand. She was really pretty. She was the type of girl that you wanted to look like well I wanted to.

"oh you have drama ?" I was really surprise by that.

"Yeah I do ". This made me realize that we didn't know much of each other.  

" 

"well is nice too meet you Sarah "she said too me. I felt like she didn't like me.

"so I better be going now then " I looked at my watch. I started to walk away but John grabbed my hand.

"Wait aren't we hanging out ?" He looked sad. I turned to face Sofia.

"well I thought you were hanging out with Sofia and I don't want to be a burden " Sofia step closer and grab my arm.

"Don't be silly we can all hangout together " she grab johns arm and we walked to the cafeteria. I felt so awkward sitting here. I didn't like to be stare at. John didn't seem to notice since Sofia couldn't stop talking about something that happen in school .

"Sarah can you believe that teacher did that?" She ask me. I totally didn't know what she was talking about so I nodded.

"well I think is dirty to get involve with someone that old I mean that girl most have been lonely to get with an 60 year teacher yuck !" She laughed . So that's really nasty , I hadn't gotten food but I was hungry . I didn't have money to buy lunch food at school and I had forgotten to make my self something.

"Your not gonna eat ?" John asked with concern in his voice.

"Not that hungry " I spoke shy to him.

He passed his tray at me. I looked at it for a second and then at him. I started eating it. The bell rang and said my bye to them.

Lunch had not been fun , Sofia was the one who had talk I was just there. I was walking in the hallways when someone shoved me into the lockers my side was really hurting . Stupid Emily .

"What the hell?"

"I told you to stay away from him" she yelled at me .

"Your a freak " I couldn't believe I said that .

"Me a freak me !" I couldn't believe it I started to walk away she was really having a moment.

I sat in my chair scared out of my life.

the class went fast so once the bell rang I ran my fat ass out of class . I still had work so I was glad that John had giving me food. He was sweet .

All afternoon I was thinking about him. I had a smile on my face all night .