I'm done
I refuse to hide under my little blanket on security.
I have dreams,
Way too big for this little town full of small minded people
And I have talent,
That I am so fearful doesn't exist, even when I know it does
I can do it
I know I can
Yet here I am again, comparing myself to social elites I see on TV
They parade around.
Perfect hair
Perfect makeup
Beautiful clothes.
And glowing with confidence.
Fuck it,
It's time I start believing.
Because I can,
And I will.
Music truly is my life,
I breathe it,
I love it
And I dream of it
Well guess what?
This dream, is going to be a reality
Fuck those who told me I would never go places!
Fuck all my teachers that said it's an impossible dream!
Fuck those of the church shaking their heads at my black wardrobe and neon lips!
Fuck those who ruined my confidence, and said I didn't have the ' looks '!
And fuck the fear, the blanket of insecurity that I allow to suffocate me.
I am starting to believe.
