victoria secret ✦ ashton irwin

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I sigh as I get up from my spot on the ground and look up to come face to face with Ashton's face.

"What are you doing here?" I question crossing my arms as I thought I had made it pretty clear before that I didn't want to hear anything that he had to say.

"I came to get you, the directors need you back on set" Ashton says and I scoff as he only came here out of directors orders and not for his non existent feelings for me.

"You can tell the directors, that they can shove the cameras up there ass" I say back as I hear Jackson snicker next to me making me smile slightly.

"Look Ariana there going to throw you off the show if you don't come back, I don't want to see your dream go away" Ashton says as he looks me directly in the eyes making me sort of uncomfortable.

"I'm not going back there, and if you don't have anything to say to me that doesn't mention directors you should just leave" I say pointing to the doors he had entered through before.

"Look Ariana please just hear me out, I like you a lot okay and I'm really sorry for what I did" Ashton says sounding like he was trying to pour his heart out right there.

"Ashton, nothing you say is going to make me forgive you, so you should stop wasting your breath and just leave, because Ashton, you lost me and your not getting me back" I say as a saddened look takes over Ashton's face like he still had a glimmer of hope before I stomped on it.

He gave a small nod as he looked at the ground as he started turning around.

"Oh and Ashton" I start as he stops walking and turns around "my dream has not ended, it's only started"

With that I turned around to face my friends again and sat down as Colton got up to bowl.

"Heavy" Holland breaths out as she now sits by herself.

"Sorry about that, that kind of put a major downer on the day" I say as I sit back down on my spot not even bothering to look back to see Ashton leave.

"Are you sure you want to leave being on the show behind?" Holland asks as she moves into Colton's previous spot so she can be closer to me.

"Positive, I mean it's not the end of my career, lots of people know who I am now so that gives me a better chance of agencies giving me a job" I say as Holland gives me a nod and Colton sits back down from his bowl and Jackson goes to have his go.

"Do you want my help?,I mean I know a few people in the business and could help you whilst sending your resumé in and everything" Holland suggests. Colton really got himself a keeper.

Even though I was still questioning how exactly he got a great girl like her, last time I checked he was a creepy perv coming onto everyone at a club and handing out his numbers left and right.

"Seriously, are you sure though I don't mind if you can't do it" I say as Colton starts yelling at Jackson for some unknown reason that I can't even be bothered to listen to.

"Is be honoured to, seriously I have nothing to do, when were you planning on sending stuff in to different places?" She questions as she leans forward since it was hard to hear each other over Colton and Jacksons yelling.

"As soon as possible, I was thinking of doing it this afternoon" I say as Holland gives me a nod.

"Great, I have absolutely nothing to do so I would be happy to help" Holland says as I give her a smile.

"Thank you so much" I say as I get up from my seat and grab my ball and go to take my bowl.

I eventually came to the conclusion that I just suck at bowling when I only knocked down five pins all together and everyone else was constantly getting strikes and spares.

"I swear I need bowing lessons" I laugh as I go back to my spot and Holland gets up to take her shot.

"I could be your teacher" Jackson says as flirtatiously as possible which ends up in me bursting out laughing, no wonder he didn't have a girlfriend.

"Oh my god, really" I say making my voice more high pitched as I put my hands on his shoulders going along with his act.

"Wow it's like you two are about to make out" Colton adds making me smirk as Jackson is thinking the same thing.

And no, we didn't end up making out, we just pretended. Which basically meant pushing each other's hair everywhere and making weird kissing noises as I heard Colton groan and Holland starts laughing as she goes to take her second go.

"Wow were have you been all my life" Jackson says making me laugh. It was weird how we had only met last night and already we were getting along so well.

"About five blocks away" I say along my hands away from his face as he does the same thing and we go back to our normal spots like nothing had happened.

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We all ended up back at Colton and Jacksons apartment as Holland grabbed out her laptop and we both sat on Colton's bed considering it was the only place in the whole apartment that had sun flowing through the windows.

"Do you have any ideas of who you want to send your resumé to?" Holland asks as she opens her laptop and starts putting in her password.

"Everywhere really, I don't have a preferred preference, but I want to send one to Victoria secret just for the fun of it, and also if I get it to just through it in the directors faces" I say making Holland laugh as she agrees.

"Are you guys having some girl talk, or do you think we could join you" Colton asks asks as he opens the door a little bit and pokes his head through.

"Sorry Colton we need some time apart" Holland says with a laugh as she gets up and closed the door on Colton which results in us hearing him complain about how it's his room to Jackson.

"So do you have a resumé saved somewhere so we can just add to it or do we have to start it from scratch?" Holland asks as she takes her seat back on the bed.

"Luckily, I happen to keep one in my emails at all time" I say with a smile snatching the laptop off her lap "let's just say I happen to loose my job a lot"

I log into my emails and find the resumé showing it to Holland as she gives me a nod.

"Now I'll send it to all the places I know and Victoria Secret" Holland says as she focuses all her attention on the laptop.

Hopefully Victoria Secret take my application.

Because I desperately want to shove it in Ashton's and especially the directors faces.

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okay okay so today I was out playing aqua golf and when I went to get served out popped a guy that looked exactly like mICHAEL CLIFFORD

i almost died, it was like I was just seeing Michaels twin

holy lord I get excited just talking about it

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