victoria secret ✦ ashton irwin

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I sat in my chair as people started doing my hair and make up while I read a magazine.

It was so great to read a magazine and know that you won't be in it anymore.

Although I had my doubts about that since when Ashton and I had walked out of pizzerias the other day there was a swarm of paparazzi to greet us.

It was finally the day of the big Victoria Secret show and I couldn't be anymore excited for it, especially since I'll get to see all the competitors left on Victoria Secret.

I was kind of sad that I wouldn't be joining them up their and staying in a house with all my friends - well most of them anyway - but I knew this was what I wanted, not be a walking target by the directors.

My hair and make up was finally finished and I headed over to all the outfits seeing the rack that had my name bolding written on a sign in front of it.

"Ariana" I hear a familiar voice yell making me spin around quickly to see Rose running over to me.

"Rose" I yell back as we meet in a hug, it had been ages since we had seen each other, let alone talked and it was great to finally see her again.

"It is so boring at the house without you" Rose groans as we break the hug.

Rose was already dressed in a Victoria Secret outfit and had hair and make up done, and she didn't even look nervous at all.

"It can't be the bad" I say back with a chuckle, it was hard to hear each other without yelling by all the talking and the yelling of people with clipboards

"Rose your up" someone yells as she looks behind her quickly.

"We gotta catch up one day" she says quickly before walking away as I give her a nod.

"Ariana" a voice says making me turn around to see one of the organises for tonight.

"Yes?" I question as I could tell the organiser was stressed out, well why wouldn't she be she had to keep track of around fifty models.

"This dress was a personal gift from someone and they wanted you to wear it tonight" she says holding up a dress that a gasp at.

If was the exact same one that Ashton had given me to wear once.

"Of course" I mutter to myself with a laugh.

I had to admit that I did have a great time with Ashton the other night, but I couldn't just forget what he had did to me.

I quickly went into a change room pulling the curtain in front of me. Being on a big show like this didn't leave much time to get changed.

I quickly rushed out as I heard people yelling at us to get into line.

It was time.

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"Hello" I question as I put my phone up to my ear, the phone number had come up as unknown making me furrow my eyebrows.

The Victoria Secret show was a major success and now I was sitting in my apartment on my swinging chair as I looked out at the rainy weather.

"Hey Ariana" a familiar voice says making me smile.

"Never thought id hear from you again Luke" I chuckle as I put my legs up onto the chair.

"Well today is your lucky day" Luke says. It has been ages since I've heard his voice, months almost the last time we had talked was at Michaels concert.

"So what do I do the pleasure of hearing your voice again?" I ask hearing Luke chuckle at how posh I was being.

"Well I was here to question wether you had gone through your mail lately" Luke says making me furrow my eyebrows, why does he want to know about my mail.

"No, should I have been?" I question as the rain starts to harden outside making it harder to hear Luke on the phone.

"Yes, there should be something very important in it" Luke says making me get up from my chair pushing my hair out of my face as I start to walk to the front door.

"And what is this really important letter about?" I question as I turn to the table I have next to my front door that has my letters on it.

"You'll find out" Luke says as he hangs up making me furrow my eyebrows as I bring my phone away from my ear.

I put my phone down on the table as I pick up my letters and start walking back to the chair I was currently sitting on.

I sit back down as I look down at the letters I have going through them all until I come to a hand written letter.

I put down the other letters next to me as I open the letter with hand written writing on it.

I pull the piece of paper out that was stashed in it and through the envelope next to me carefully opening the letter.

To Ariana

It's been three weeks, three weeks I have had to deal with my stupidity and know that I have lost you.

I lost your heart and forever lost your forgiveness.

I'm writing you this letter because I need to find a way to talk to you, even if it's just by writing, but most importantly to tell you how I really feel.

This is probably sounding like some sappy letter that came straight out of the notebook but I hear girls love that these days.

You are the best girl I have ever met, your talented, nice and for some god damn reason you risked being on that stupid show for me.

And I couldn't give you anything back, I was a selfish person run by the directors.

But my feelings for you your real, and they still are, not being able to see you for so long has been killing me.

I know I've only known you for six months, or seven, but who's really counting.

But I feel this need to tell you, that I love you.

And I'm not just saying that because I want you back I'm saying that because it's true.

I think it's always been true, you are different from every other girl, you are fun, beautiful and I'm absolutely crazy about you.

This will probably change nothing between us but I thought you should just know.

Love from Ashton

I continued to stare at the letter as I whipped away the tears that were gathering in my eyes.

Did Ashton seriously love me.

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omg it's been so long I've missed writing this, hope people still want to read this

Ashton and Ariana need to stop being so cute though

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