My Boyish Girl

Accidentally InLove?

~~~Luke~~~

We keep on skating or puddling somewhere fun. The four of us are enjoying this, luckily I found this group that we can join on.

I glance infront of me and see Antoinette looking happy with his brother. Every time I see her smile, it shine my day. Every time she talk, I'm speechless. Every time she walk, I'm being paralysed. But I can't. I can't show Antoinette this. I'll break the rule and so as Ashton. Ashton have a crush on Jericka.Every now and then my heart kept on pounding, how Antoinette so happy with her life and friends with also her brother.

But it's keep me thinking is she really that boyish?

"Luke?!" i snapped out of my thought, when I look up a light came by with a loud sound and I felt numb about that and all I could heard is shouting my name and someone put my head on someones lap and comforting me.

~~~Ashton~~~

"Luke?!" i heard Antoinette shout we turn to that direction and Luke's got hit by a freaking car

We immediately call the ambulance, after Luke got hit by a car. The boys shout at the one who hit Luke. I look at Antoinette and she had Luke's head on her lap and comforting it.

"Luke everything is going to be ok? The ambulance will be here in any minute." She said in a sad tone.

"Bro, just keep breathing and hold both our hands if you're not weak." I said , he's hands slowly reach for Antoinette and it succeed and the other one grab my hand, I smiled.

"Luke come on bud just keep your eyes open so we could now that you're....." I trail off. He'll not die. He'll not die. He'll not die. I keep on repeating inside of me.

"A-Ashton I-I c-cant d-do i-it." he's words chop off. His eyes start to close.

"Bud? No don't come on Bud."

"I-Im s-sorry." Now he's eyes are now shut.

"Luke?Luke?!Bud?!" i cover my mouth as tears came out.

"Luke?" Antoinette said. She's head shook and hug him.

"Luke please wake up." She bite his lip to maintain her tears but failed she burst to crying.
Then later on we heard sirens of an ambulance. The surgent people quickly put him in some stretch bed and put him inside the car, me and Antoinette got in too. She on my right and holding Luke's hand.

Some girl put on some a oxygen mask, while the doctor check on his heart beat. He look at us and nodded. We sigh in relief.

"He's left leg is dislocated sir." A woman said. I bit my lip and look down at him and he's eyes are open a little.

Later on we arrive at hospital, the surgent people hurriedly carried out Luke and we followed them, we ran through the empty halls.

"Luke bud stay strong ok nothing gonna stop you from living ok?" He slowly nodded. Then three nurse came and told us to wait outside. I told them no we want to see our friend if his alive or not. But some of them told us she'll call a security. I look at the window one last time and I slowly grab Antoinette and we walk to the waiting area.

~~~Antoinette~~~

After they put Luke on the surgery room. I felt I'm alone, like someone you're really close to and left you hanging there. I felt that, but we're not that kinda close, but I have care for others. Mostly him. I cared for him.

Ashton sat me down on some chairs and he told me to relax. I tried but can't I'm still worried about Luke.

'what happen to you, you're starting to worried and care about a boy what the F dude?'

I realise that too, what happen to me, what happen about being me......The Boyish Girl, what happen?

This never happen to me, before I could meet Luke, I'm happy being a boy. But when I met him, I though I was eaten by a ground. My eyes open when I saw his blue crystal eyes on my hazel brown eyes. When he smile I though I'm was on a bright side,but I'm wrong he shine my way.When he talk I though I'm a kid that do hand signs. When I saw him his personality, I would just think that I'm a beggar that is messy around. When he laugh, I felt something on my stomach again and when I hold his hands I felt like electric went inside my body and so as the way I hug him.

Is this what girls felt when they have boyfriends?

Is this how I feel, what girls feel?

What is this feeling developing inside of me?

Is this what they called Love at first sight?

Or

Am I Accidentally InLove?