Real Me

The Start And Singing

Flick

"Out of the way!!" Brenner's dragging me to I don't know where. He's really in panick state, and that affects me also.

Once I entered the school building, he quickly grabbed my hand with a worried look on his face, and we're both flying to-

(Bang!)

I haven't notice that I space out. He kicks an unfamiliar door and I see something I don't ever want or expect to see.

Austin's lying on the floor with really dark bruises and some...blood.

"Austin!" I quickly run and kneel at his side. I grab his face and feel water in my eyes. I don't know why I quickly feel sad, and my tears started drooping down.

I felt dissapointed of my self for not fighting for him. It was like I lost an important part of me that I couldn't live without it. Without him.

He's not moving a portion of his body. He's not even breathing! That makes me sob, and I hug him tight.

When I released him, a tear dropped from my face to his, and made the small portion of the area that had been punched lightened....lightened!

What the-! Austin Rory!!!!

My eyes open wide, and turn slits. He's gonna pay for this.
I remember Brenner's still here, so I turn around, and find him changing his facial expression immediately. Gotcha. This time, the tables have been turned.

"Brenner I have to borrow your phone, please?" I voiced out beggingly with sobs.

"Uhh...." Good. He's having second thoughts.

"Brenner faster!"

"Fine! Here!" And you fell. He looked very tensed when he handled his phone to me. I grabbed it, and dialed the number of... Austin's dad. We kinda have a special connection, and he's like my second dad.

3, 2, 1, and... Action!

"Hello, Mr. Rory? It's me Flee. Austin's-" he immediately rose from the dead, I mean, ground. He grabbed the phone from my hand.

"Hmp. Nice make-up Rory." I put on my blank face, and stand up wiping the wet tears on my face.

"Flee I'm sorry. I'm really, really sorry. I just want you to stop ignoring me." He stood up and grabbed my wrist. His eyes are really sorry, and I can feel water again in my eyes. Ugh! Stupid teenage hormones!

"Flee I know this may sound cliche, and over dramatic sentence, but I can't now live without you. You make a huge room in my heart that only you can enter it. You make me remember that I'm this guy in front of you, and love this guy to be in font or back of you." That was deep. I couldn't imagined that Austin would had said those words to me. The words that I'd wanted to came out of his mouth. I was still at my statue mode while Brenner made his way out of the room, and closed the door silently.

"I already give you weeks to decide," he continued. " and I want to hear your answer. I know you're going to say that we're very young, just flowing with our emotions, and using deep words to express our light feelings, but that's not it. We've been through a lot. We've create wonderful memories that only us can remember. You meet my parents, and I meet yours, we eat lunch and sometimes dinner always together. I know you a lot than anybody else. I need you Flee. I love you. Will you be mine?"

Oh. My. Gosh!!!

Why did he said those three words, and why did he asked me that question???

I'm facing him already. I want to say yes, but there's a big hindrance, yet I want to say no, but there's a bigger hindrance. My heart.

I can see seriousness and desperation in his eyes. It's not only him that needs me, but I also need him. We both need each other. And that makes my decision.

I don't care anymore about the problems and hindrance. I don't care anymore about his flaws. I don't care about my parents' plan for me. I don't care anymore who's that somebody planned for me. I just want now to be selfish. And this selfishness is because my necessity. My necessity.

"You've already enumerated what should I have said. What can I say more?"

"You're answer."

"But I have conditions." he grinned. And that caused me to break the seriousness in the atmosphere.

"You should take me on a date because I deserve a break. Oh, and don't forget the flowers every anniversary because if you treat me right, I'll be the perfect girlfriend, buying groceries, buying what you need."

"I got that 9 to 5, but, baby so do you." he continued what should I have said, and he's laughing while saying it. And that makes me laugh too."So I shouldn't be thinking you're home baking apple pies. you never learned to cook, but you can write a hook. Sing along wi-"

"Yes." He stopped when I said that word he waited for. He stared at me for a while, and grinned.

"Finally." he hugged me so tight like we never saw each other for a long time, and I loved it. It felt like he's my home.

Wait, why am I saying things like I'm going to marry him?

He dragged me outside, and we're both running and laughing.