Addicted ~ a 5SOS fanfic

Chapter 1

Harpers pov
"Get up get up get uuuupppppp" Audry whines jumping on my bed. "But it's my birthday and I don't havveeee tooooo" I whine back. "But we're having a party for you" she says after she stopped jumping. "What? When? Who's coming?" I panic sitting up, my hair falling over my face. "Here, in an hour, most of the family and friends. So get your lazy ass out of bed and get ready" she says hitting my shoulder walking out. I flop out of bed onto the floor. I laugh at myself for a few seconds before stumbling up. I opened my closet door to find something to wear. I knew people would be there that I didn't know. Knowing my mum she'd invite all of her old lady squad.

I didn't go overboard on my outfit, my choice was a black 5sos shirt and a red, blue and black flannel over the top of that. My trusty old ripped black skinny jeans will do along with my maroon combat boots. I walked into my bathroom where I brushed and straightened my hair before applying my makeup and brushing my teeth. My phone buzzed "happy birthday girl me and the guys will be over soon Xx" it was Ashton. The boy where my best friends and the cool thing was, they where famous. I always went on tour with them with Audry, summer and sometimes my other best friend Maddy.

My weak legs struggled to hold my body as I went down the stairs, but I managed. "Happy birthday Harp!!" My mum says opening into a hug. "Thanks mum" I reply. The doorbell rang and me and Audry raced each other to get it. "Happy birthday girlll!!" It was the boys. Ashton, Calum, Luke and Michael. They had a band called 5 seconds of summer. They've been my best friends since grade 7, Luke and Calum where in grade 8 at the time and Mike was in grade 9, I met Ash when Luke brought me to band practice once and we've been friends ever since. I hug them all and they give me presents "guys you know I hate when people spend money on me" I whine sitting the wrapped shapes on the table. We all made our way into the lounge room where mum was.

"Hey mum" all the boys say at different times making it sound like a mess. "Hey boys" she says hugging them all one by one. They where talking and I blanked out thinking dirty thoughts about me and my crush, who was in the room might I add. I crossed my leg and bit my lip. "You ok?" Cal asks smirking. "Oh, am I ever" I giggle. "Wow I want to be in your head sometimes" he laughs "no you don't!" I say as my eyes widen.

People started arriving, smaller time gaps each time. The whole family was here, but my dad, everyone knew he left us, and how upset we where, I act like its nothing, but it hurts. He promised he'd come back for my birthday and he'd be here by 2pm, he promised. I looked up at the clock, it was only 12 I had a horrible feeling in my stomach that he won't show, I know he won't. "H-have you talked to your dad cutie?" Mikey asks trying to cheer me up. "Mike, he's not going to show is he?" I say my voice weakening. He paused before sighing. "The odds are very low" he says looking upset. "How come?" "I wasn't suppose to tell you today because you'll be upset on your 18th but-" he gulps "spit it out" I snap worry in my voice. "You're - dad, he's - he's dead" he says a tear falling down his face. "N-no he's not!" I release a series of tears. "Harp- I-I'm so sorry" he says before squeezing me tight, his muscular arms reminded me of my dad. He was a good guy, his blue eyes stood out on his face, and his love for rock seeped through to me, we did everything together, and oh god he's gone.

"Gorgeous girl don't cry" Mike whispers in my ear. I walked up to my room staring at the floor so people didn't notice I was crying. I grabbed Calum's wrist and stormed up the stairs to my room. Anyone who saw us must've thought we where having a threesome or something. I fall to my bed and scrunch up into a ball. "You told her didn't you?" Calum snaps at Mike. "And to think I was gonna tell him how much I missed him and that I'm in love and that I'm so proud to call him my dad" I screech into my pillow. "Love?" Mike questions looking at Calum, he looked back. "I know, I don't know why, he'd never love me back" I whine sitting up. "I thought you just thought he was hot!" Mike exclaims. "Yeah! Well sorry can't I fall in love, fuck is there anything else that could possibly go wrong??!" I scream. Calum walks over to me and leans up against the bed head. I sink my face into my hands and fell into his lap.

"Your on top of my dick, but ok" he laughs rubbing my back. "Calum, I'm sorry, oh god I'm so very sorry" I kept repeating myself "what for?" He asks pulling my whole body onto him. Mike sat next to us. "I can't explain right now, but I will eventually" I cry into his neck. I kiss it for a few seconds before pulling off and staring into his eyes "understand?" I smile. He bites his lip for a second and looks down "it's me, isn't it?" He asks grinning.

"I'm sorry" I start, my eyes filling with water. "What for?" He smirks. I burry my head into his neck once again and stare at Mikey "see, he's not mad" he laughs wiping a tear from my cheek. "I'm so happy right now it's not funny" I smile. "So you're not sad anymore?" Cal asks me. "Fuck no, I mean this is the best thing that's ever happened to me, even though we are best friends and now it'll be awkward forever" I smile putting my hand on his chest. "What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?" He asks like he didn't already know.

"I'm in the arms of my one true love and I'd give anything just to do that, and oh god you're so fucking gorgeous" I rant on wrapping my arms around his toned torso. "Aww, thanks, I mean look in the mirror though cutie" he flirts. "So your in love with me, does that mean you wanna kiss me?" Calum jokes. "Bitch please, is that really all, a fucking kiss?!" "It doesn't have to be" he tortures me. "You realise that I want to fuck you, like really bad right?" I say as I skim my fingers genially over his tattoos. "Oh god" he laughs.

"Hey guys, remember me, hi I'm Mike and I've been sitting here the whole time" Mikey says looking slightly agitated. A knock on my door fills my room. "Come in" I say not giving a shit who it is, but it was Audry, Maddy and summer. "Her gir-" summer stops in her place and points to us in confusion "sooooo,  you told him?" Maddy questions looking surprised "sure did" I say looking in his dark brown eyes. "Ok well, it's only been 3 years so it's about time" Maddy giggles. "Hey, go fuck Ashton" I joke. "Go fuck Calum" she jokes back. "Ok" I add straight away. He shakes his head and rolls his eyes. "Ok, obsessed much?" Cal say quietly. "Sorry, but it's really hard not to say anything in 3 years asshole" I say slapping his chest softly. "I didn't say I didn't like it" he whispers.