Addicted ~ a 5SOS fanfic

Chapter 5

The next day

Summers pov
Harper and Cal are hooked. I was jealous, not that she got Calum, but that I don't have Luke. I know Aud likes him and I don't wanna take him away from her. He doesn't know that either of us Like him. Audry didn't know I liked him either. "Hey- Luke- can I talk to you for a sec?" I but into his and Audrey's conversation. She glared at me, like she was about to stab me. I gulped and grabbed his hand and pulled him aside. Audry coughed awkwardly when I grabbed him. "Look- I haven't told anyone this, and if I tell you can you promise not to tell anyone?" I say with a quiet voice staring into his sky blue eyes. "Of course" "ok- well, I like you-" I say sighing "Like a lot" "aww thanks cutie" he says hugging me. What a sweetheart. Audry coughed again causing us to let go. "Audry will be pissed if she finds out so please, please, please don't tell her" I whine loud enough that she heard. "Tell me what?" She seemed upset and frustrated.

"If I told you, it wouldn't be a secret, now would it?" Luke smiled at me. "am I really that hot?!" Luke jokes quietly to me before sitting back down. "Yeah, you kinda are" I say like it was obvious. It really was. I walk into the kitchen and open the fridge. I hear a cough behind me making me jump. "What'd you say to Luke?" Audry smiles trying to get my to spill it. "Oh, if only you knew" I sass closing the fridge. "I'll tell Maddy, and Harper already knows, oh poor you, left out" I start bitching. "Ok I'm gonna go flirt some more with my boy so have fun" she bitches back. "Your?" A voice from behind her snaps. It was Luke leaning against the counter. Fuck Audry can be annoying sometimes.

"I'm not yours. But if you want I can be" he says winking at Audry. I was now in a state of frustration. I storm off up to harpers room. It was 8.a.m so I'd be amazed if her and Calum weren't still asleep or making out to be honest. I open the door slowly to find them sleeping. It struck me, they were really in love. If only I could have that. Calum's arm was wrapped around her tightly and leant up against his torso perfectly. God I wanted to be held like that. My only other option was her mum. I walk down the hall. I wasn't planning to face Audry or Luke any time soon. I knock on the door to harpers mums room. "Come in" I hear. I opened the door. "Summer! What's the matter?!" She worried as she noticed I was near breaking point. My eyes filled with tears. Yea my heart wasn't very strong. "I love Luke, but I think he likes Audry, and I want to be loved like Calum loves Harper and-" I yelp, my face falling into my hand. "Ok, sweetie, we can sort this out" she says hugging me. "Can I go get Luke so you guys can sort things out?" She says soft and calm. I nod my head and walk over to her mirror and wipe the tears from my eyes.

She leaves and I sit on the bed trying to get a normal breathing pattern. I heard her voice approach the door. It swings open startling me. "Summer are you ok!?" He seemed worried. "Well, yeah sure" I reply holding back the tears. "Audry?" I didn't know he could read minds. I sigh "yeah" "hey, she can be a bitch at times, I realised, don't worry id never hurt you and date her, you're way prettier than her anyway. You like me-" I cut him off "love" he gulps before staring "you love me and I couldn't hurt you like that" he says pulling me in for a hug. "Yeah but that's the thing, no matter what side you choose, you'll hurt one of us" I say into his shoulder.

"What do you mean?" He questions pulling off. Harpers mum had left the room to go talk to Audry so we were all alone. Come on summer, nows your chance. Those words kept replaying in my head as I couldn't take my eyes off his gorgeous face. "Luke, it's obvious. Audry likes you too!" I say, voice shaking and tears running. "And I've realised ages ago that, your choice is her" I weep. "Summer, if my choice was her, would I do this?-"

my heart races and my hands begin to shake. A few seconds felt like forever. Did he just kiss me. "Ok summer? it's you, it always has been" he says before standing up and leaving the room without saying anything else. I follow him. He sits down with harps mum and Aud. I was less mad at her now that I knew she wouldn't take him away from me. I walk into the kitchen again and grab a can of red bull. Lukes eyes where locked on me the whole time. I walk back up to harpers room. Calum was awake. He hadn't moved though. "Hey cal, you'll never guessed what happened!" I whisper yell.

"What?" I questioned. "Luke kissed me" I say a bit louder. "Go ask him out, I know he likes you" he said smiling at me. I walk down the stairs and hear a familiar sentence from a familiar voice. "Audry, if my choice was her would I do this?" I hear her gasp a few seconds later. My heart is broken. I get my stuff from the lounge room not looking at either of them once. My anger scale broke. "Go fuck yourself you slut!!" I scream at Luke before slamming the front door and racing to my car. My tires screech and I'm home in half the time it normally take. I slam the front door "hey, how was your day?" My parents ask chirpliy. I ignore the, and run to my room and lock the door. I didn't come out for the rest of the day. The devastation was getting to me. I thought about suicide. I called Harper.

"Hey babe" she says like always when she answered her phone. "Harper, I left your house, I'm at my house and I won't be talking for a few days, I love you girl byyeeeeee" I hang up and cry in my pillow. Audry texted me 'hahaha look who's got Luke now'. I'm falling apart quickly. I got a text from Luke a minute later. 'Sorry about that, if you'd told,me sooner you would've been my girlfriend. I feel bad to saying yes to Audry' I grabbed a snow globe and smashed it on the bedside table. I picked up a piece and stare at it. I look at my bare wrists. The pain wasn't as bad as I expected.

The more I did it the less I thought about Luke. One cut, two, three. I'd lost count, and blood. My vision was a little blurry. I became scared of dying. The blood leaked out of my wrists. I ran to my door and unlocked it. I thought I was going to die. "Help mum!" I scream out. She runs in with in a few seconds and picks me up realising all the blood that wasn't in my system. She calls an ambulance who are here with in minutes. Now I regret everything. I call Luke. "Luke. Come to the hospital, tell them you're here to see me, come alone" I say then hang up. The rest was blurry. But I had to fight through, for Luke. Even though what he just did to me I forgave him. He rushed into my hospital room. "What happened!??" He yells. "Love, Luke, love happened, they said I might not make it" I struggle. My voice was quiet.

"It was all a joke summer!!! I love you, it was Audrys idea to do all of that. I didn't even kiss her" he says running up to me holding my hand. "Now, all I've ever wanted, and I'm about to fucking die" I cry. "I love you too much please don't die Summer. What's your blood type?" He rushes. Tears falling down his cheeks. "B+" I struggle. "Get a doctor, I'll give you all the blood I can baby" he cries. My mum walks out and gets a doctor. "Give her enough to keep her alive, if I have to die for this to happen, then fuck, I'll die won't i?" He freaks out. The doctor sits him don't and shoves a needle in his arm. They got all the blood they could take out of him without him dying. They put it into me by a drip. "She should be stable in an hour or two" he said leaving the room. Oh,e towers over me and kisses my softly. I deepened it. "You saved my life Luke, thank you" I say pecking his lips once again. "I'd do anything to keep you alive Summer, I love you"