Vampire direction {Zayn Malik}

chapter 20

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I really have so much motivation and inspiration at the moment, so i'm really writing like crazy.

Here's the new chapter, i hope you'll like because i have so many ideas and i'm writing so quickly because  i don't want to lose them, so i hope that it's still interesting. :P

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-Yonna

CHAPTER 20:

ELLA'S P.O.V.:

The terrible sun light hit me and i opened my eyes.

''What the...?!'' i said annoyed.

''Get up.'' My mum said with strict tone.

''What's wrong with you?! It's Sunday!'' i snapped back.

''I don't care Ella...i have enough of this.'' She said a bit angrily and uncovered me.

''Enough of what?'' i was acting dumb now.

Mum sat on the chair opposite of me and buried her face in her hands and sighed loudly.

''It's so hard to watch you like this...You are sleeping almost all the time, you barely eat anything so you look like a skeleton and you're just not my old Ella...'' she said with tears forming in her eyes.

I felt a lump in my throat, because the last thing that i wanted was to hurt my mum.

''I just need time...'' i whispered back.

''I know, i know...but you have to let it go. You made the decision, now stand up for it or fix it.'' She said to me and then walked out of the room.

She was right, but i wasn't really sure what to do.

I missed Zayn like crazy, and not only him but all the lads. I cried every single day, i couldn't eat and the whole time i felt like i was suffocating and slowly dying. I had days when i was ready to go back to him and ask him for another chance, but i changed my mind the last second every time. (A/N: Listen to the song on the side, it fits with this part...yes, i know it's Taylor Swift, i don't like her either but i like this song ok... xP )

Two months ago, when i came back home i ripped all the posters on my walls off, i didn't tell my mum what happened till two weeks passed and every day i cried like it was the end of the world. Mum was freaking out, because she didn't know what was going on with me. Once i explained her she understood why i cried, but she didn't understand why did i get so attached and she will never understand the pain that i feel every day for letting Zayn go, because we shared the Bond...

I decided to listen to my mum and cheer her up, even though i was breaking inside. I showered after a week (disgusting, i know) and dressed myself in fresh leggings and hoodie. I went downstairs, my mum was sitting by the table, drinking coffee like every morning and reading newspaper.

''Can i have breakfast with you?'' i asked her. She looked up, surprised that i actually showed up.

''Of course...do you want me to make some pancakes?'' she asked me. I noticed that she was barely holding in the joy.

I nodded and sat down by the table. She quickly started making me pancakes and she gave me a glass of milk and kissed the top of my head.

I wasn't hungry, but i forced myself just to make mum happy.

''Are you going somewhere today?'' she asked me with half smile. I shrugged.

''I have nowhere to go actually...'' i said and bit my lip. I didn't want to talk to my old friends here and it was all too sad because I used to hangout with Katie and now i really didn't know what to do.