Ms. Taken

Chapter Four

Camila was beautiful. My heart was speeding up every time we met each others eyes and it skipped whenever she smiled so genuinely. She was amazing just from the time i spent with her in class and lunch i could tell she was special. I also noticed Dinah she was definitely clingy and had to be interested. She was very kind and well different like Camila. Both made my heart feel something but i don't know what. I was leaning more towards Camila but she was dating my friend Derek. When lunch was over and everyone was saying good bye Dinah had pulled me into an empty room. I looked up at her confused and she was smiling. She leaned in towards me. It wasn't uncommon for a girl to come on to me and usually I'm ok with it but i want something real not a fling. So before she could get any closer i stopped her. She looked hurt and embarrassed and i felt shitty for doing that. I smiled at her making her face light up.
"Dinah listen you are great and all but i don't do flings anymore i want something real with a girl." i told her and she nodded.
"Ok then Lauren will you go out with me?" she asked and it was not expected on my end. I smiled warmly. She was a very interesting girl and Camila was with Derek. I put my hand on her nape and pulled her close. Our lips touched and it was better then any other kiss I've had with a girl. She was experienced i knew that. Our lips moved in sync. Her soft full lips felt exquisite against mine. We came up for air and we were both panting.
"Yes." i said and she laughed at it. The five minute bell rang and we both left each other but kissed goodbye first.
"Lauren." an angelic voice said confused. I turned around to see Camila shocked and a little bit hurt. Now i was confused. She ran past me not looking back making things even more weird.
"Ok then." i said and went to class where Mani and Ally were.
"Hey guys." i said waving. Ally waved back smiling but Mani was frozen and her mouth hung wide open.
"Lauren why's your lipstick smeared?" Mani asked weirded out aparently. I smirked and gave her a look and she gasped.
"Who is she?" Mani asked now smirking as well knowing me.
" She's tall and beautiful and i met her today plus she was with me at lunch come on Mani you know her why are you asking." i said smirking even wider then before. This time it was Ally's turn to look shocked. Mani was just gobsmacked while i was cleaning up my make up. I looked over to see them still staring at me. Oh their waiting for me to confirm their suspicions i bet.
"I'm dating Dinah." i said and this time someone else gasped. Someone behind me. I heard books fall and looked back. Camila had dropped her books and now was grabbing them quickly to leave. I got up to go and help but she finished and ran out of the class room. I followed her instantly.
Camila's P.O.V
When we all left the cafeteria i saw Dinah pull Lauren into a room. I waited for awhile not wanting to interrupt them. At lunch me, Ally, Mani, and Lauren found out we had the next class together so we agreed to go all four of us. The girls didn't want to be late so they left. I told them i was going to wait for Lauren. When the five minute bell rang i got worried until i saw them come out Lauren and Dinah pecked each other lips before parting. I felt my heart stop did they kiss? What is Dinah doing with her Lauren isn't even on Dinah's level. Wait did i just say that about my best friend. God what is this girl doing to me. She was walking to class so i went to stop her.
"Lauren." i said but you could hear the confusion in my voice. She turned around and i felt something break inside. Her red lipstick was smeared over her beautiful mouth and her eyes were hazy. I wanted to cry but i didn't know why. I wasn't a lesbian nor did i find girls even remotely sexually interesting that is until i met Lauren today. I wanted to make her mine not Dinah's. I wanted to kiss her red gorgeous lips till they were swollen. I ran away from her passing her by as the thoughts of what had just gone through my head bothered me. I have a boyfriend. I repeated that over and over in my head.'yes but Lauren makes you feel something he hasn't.' that nagging voice countered. I wanted to scream and rip my hair out. I sighed and fixed my composure. I headed to class nervously i was troubled from what i saw i was just hoping that they just shared a kiss and it wasn't anything real and permanent. I may have Derek but i also had this need and want for Lauren. When i got into class Mani and Ally had these looks that seemed weird and wrong somehow.
"I'm dating Dinah." the velvety voice said confidently. I gasped and dropped my books. So its true. I should've known Dinah would steal her. Dinah has done this to me before god i sware I'm going to make her pay. Suddenly pain went through my body making me forget the anger i had as i quickly picked up my books. She got up to come help me but by then i bolted it. I knew she was following me. I could hear her shoes. I ran to my safe spot. Running through the school i got to the stairs leading to the roof top. I went up them not thinking anymore just wanting to get away from all this forbidden and new feelings. Finally bursting through the door warm air swamped me and laid a blanket of warmth and calm over me. I sat down near the edge looking up at the sky. I started to daze off but a warm and soothing hand brought me out before i could submerge. I looked up to see worried and confused filled green eyes, eyes that i loved looking at that took my breathe away. I shouldn't be feeling this. I love Derek but these feelings were stronger then what i experienced with Derek. She sat next to me and still held my gaze.
"Camila whats wrong?" her velvety voice asked. I looked down not really knowing myself.
"I don't know honestly today has been the most emotional and whirl wind day of my life." i confessed easily. I felt like i could confide in her like no other right now.
" i understand," she said and i looked up at her but she was now looking at the sky, "you feel as if everything you know and have known your whole life has gone upside down making you feel and go through new things. Its too much for you to comprehend because your still trying to make sense of the first thing. Am i right." i was wide eyed now. That was exactly how it felt. She understood and got me unlike Derek it was much harder. She smiled now looking down at me.
"Its like sometimes you feel caught up in your own world not wanting to face things or going there to figure it out but every time you do another problem pops out and makes you face it as well as the others. You just want to scream and cry and go crazy from it all to get some release. Because everything before was so perfect so great and then this person pops into your life and everything seems to quickly go in a different direction then you thought." she said looking like she was talking from her heart. She went back to gazing at me again.
"Camz. Don't let something new get in the way. Instead embrass it and show it that you can deal with whatever it is and when you know that you have showed it that it can't hurt you as badly anymore turn around and go hug it and become friends with whatever it is because when you do that is when you truly conquer a problem and make it a gift." she said softly and beautifully. She just made it that much more to fight back. She made me feel this feeling like I've never gotten. You know that feeling of understandment and love. Thats what it felt like. I smiled with tears in my eyes and hugged her.
"Thank you Lauren thank you so much." i said and when i pulled back i kissed her gently on her cheek. I will fight Lauren i will fight whatever this feeling is and make us friends. 'Maybe more then friends'.
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Is it me or am i on a role woot woot. Haha ok so here you go again another update so yea enjoy. Fyi don't kill me ik the whole Dinah and Lauren thing is a shocker but it'll play out into Camren becoming real and stronger. Plus i mean if Dinah didn't ask Lauren out how else are we supposed to make Camila jelly c;.