Good girls are bad girls

chapter 6

Throughout the whole day people have been comming up to me and asking if me and Ashton were dating . I said no we're just friends but I felt a little bit of disappointment in the pit of my chest. Was I getting feelings for Ashton? Probably not. I mean he just comforted me and gave me a ride to school. I thought as I made my way to lunch.
As I made my way through the lunch line I bumped into someone. It was luke.

"Hey Emma you sitting with us today?"

"I wasn't planning on it."

"Well you want to?"

"I don't know people already have the wrong idea about me and Ashton"

"So it's none of their buisness"

"Okay fine but can I invite Sophie to come?"

"The hot one?"

"The only Sophie in our school you dummy"

"Yeah she's hot"
I giggles at his comment.

I grab a slice of pizza and a salad and make my way towards the boys table. As I walk past my friends they give me odd looks. I feel bad. One day I'm the usual shy girl and the next I pop up walking with Ashton and sitting at a new table. I push the thought away as I sit down next to Ashton and mikey. I quickly text Sophie to come over and sit and in a minute I see her walk over and sit next to Luke and calum.
When I get up to throw my trash away Someone comes and pushes me.
I just ignored it since it happens all the time. But then I recognized her. It was the girl who Kendall had his arm around.

"What the hell is your problem?" Calum said with attitude clear in his tone.

"Her. She's such a whore one day she's dating some low life guy and the next she comes up and she's sitting with Ashton." The girl shouts at me.

"Cassidy just leave her alone. She hasn't done anything " Calum retorts at her. I started to tear up, about to cry when calum puts his arm around me.
Why was he sticking up for me? I mean nobody ever does so why now?

"She's a fucking whore. She's just gonna use you guys to get popular because she's such a fucking loser. She might as well just go and hang herself. No one would even notice she's gone."

At that I ran to the bathroom. I got in a stall and sank to the floor crying. Am I really that much of a loser? I'm used to not a lot of people talking to me but I've never been yelled at like that. I grabbed my blade from my pocket and started to stain my wrists with blood. Slowly I started to feel better. I was forgetting the pain.

Suddenly I heard someone come rushing threw the door.

"Emma!" I heard Sophie scream. When she didn't hear me say anything she started to kick open the stall doors. Finally she opened mine. Her eyes widened in shock when she saw the blood and the razor in my hand.

"Em why?" She said starting to tear up.

"Did you not hear what Cassidy said? She basically sat there and told me to h o die! And that shouldn't make me sad?!"

"Em she's just a cliche mean bitch. Your a good person you didn't deserve that but....just stop okay?"

"Okay I'll stop" I lied.
She took me to the bathroom sink and started to wash away the blood. When she was done I pulled down the sleeves of my hoodie.

"Thanks Sophie "

"No problem. Wuv you em" she said in a baby voice.

"Love you" I said slightly feeling better.

We walked out of the bathroom and back to lunch. I sat down and noticed calum, Ashton and mikey weren't there. I looked around and saw Cassidy wasn't there either.

"Wheres the rest of the guys?" I asked luke.

"Um...well after you left Ashton started cussing her out and then she slapped him and cal and mikey were just pushing her away from ash and teachers kinda got the wrong ideaand sent him to the office.I"Luke explained.

"Oh do you think they'll get expelled?"

"No this has happened plenty of times. The most he'll do is suspend them for a few days. Don't be worried "

"Oh okay. Will he get in trouble with his parents? "

"Um well his mom doesn't care and his dad left when he was little" he said in a hushed tone.

"Oh what about cal and mikey?"

"Cal might get grounded for like a day and mikeys mom works too much to care. Their coming stop talking."

When I finally got home I ran upstairs to change. I put on some old gymnastic booty shorts and a tank top. I grabbed my laptop and started to study and do my homework when I got a text.

Unknown number:
Hey it's Ashton Sophie gave me your number

To Ashton:
Heyy

From Ashton:
Can I come over?