Bullies//5sos

chapter 5

Kendra's POV:

I cry out all the pain.

I'm such a wuss. I've only been back for two days and I'm already crying, because of a stupid guy.

I can hear screams from outside, knowing they're fighting, it's all my fault anyway. If I didn't end my life, then none of this would've happened and everything would be fine.

"Kendra?" A voice calls from behind the locked door.

Luke?

"What do you want?" I croak out, practically drowning in my tears.

"Can I please come in?" He asks.

"No." I simply answer.

"Please."

"No."

"I'm begging, just please."

I think for a minute, he has never said something like this. I hesitantly open the door, but quickly run to a corner, noticing I have been in a bedroom.

"I'm not going to hurt you." Luke reassures, making me step out of the corner and face him. I probably look like a wreck, but this is my fault.

All the blame is on me.

"That's what people say, but I always end up getting hurt, physically and mentally, pain is a never ending concept for me. I don't care if you hurt me a million times, I just know that I'll always end up hurt in anyway if it's from you or from someone else." I confidentially say, strands of hair sticking onto my face, my tears acting like the glue.

"I'm so sorry Kendra, I never knew you're being abused and you're parents are dead, I swear I only bully people, because I think it's cool. I'm so sorry." Luke apologizes.

"I'm not sure if I can forgive you, yet." I slowly answer, but my reply being completely honest.

"That's okay, I just want you to know that I'm so sorry, and that I didn't mean to hurt you like this."

I just look to floorboards then back to Luke, and for once I can see Luke full of pity.

"It's not your fault, it's mine." I respond.

"That's not true, it's my fault you're here in this room crying."

"You don't understand."

"Then make me." Luke blurts out, me surprised that he had said that.

"I don't think I can, I'm sorry." And without anything more being said, I pull my shoulder bag back on my shoulder, since it had fallen to the floor. Walking past Luke and out of the room, wiping my tears away, also fixing my hair back into place.

I walk into the lounge room, where I can see the rest of the boys.

"I am so sorry, Kendra. I didn't mean any of those words I said back then." Calum quickly says, getting up on his feet, walking towards me.

"I know you didn't mean it," I mumble "I'm going now, I'm sorry for delaying your practice. Bye Michael and Calum. Ashton could you please drive me home?"

"Sure." Ashton exclaims, opening the front door for me.

"Thank you." I mutter , before walking out and heading to the car.

But as I was halfway towards the car, I got stopped by my phone vibrating.

From: Ella To: You
Hey, hallway bumper ;)

I laugh to myself, Ashton already by my side.

From: You To: Ella
Sorry about that x I was kind of in a Dilemma XD