Woosan Oneshots

Remember?

"Remember when we first met?"

Wooyoung asked with a smile as he thought of how cute their first encounter was.

"How could I forget." San laughed a little. "In fact, I was wearing this exact shirt you're wearing now....I'm glad you chose to wore it today..."

Wooyoung hummed. "I knew you'd like it." He leaned back a little as they both sat on the green grass next to each other.

"You always look good in my clothes." San smiled widely. "Good thing you have them all for you now."

"Yeah, if you look at it that way..."

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing!" Wooyoung smiled. "Remember our first date?"

"Are you testing my memory today?" San giggled. "We watched a movie together then got bubble tea. I never liked bubble tea but I pretended I do because you did."

"You never let me forget that." Wooyoung laughed a little.

"It's a sacrifice!" San joked. "But it earned me a first kiss on the first date, so it was worth it."

Wooyoung nodded. "Right, and you were wearing cherry flavored chapstick."

"Of course I did, I was prepared."

"And do you remember our first time sleeping with each other?"

"Ahh it was magical...on the second date too! I had you head over heels for me."

Wooyoung smiled as he recalled everything that happened that night. "It was my first time..."

"You told me that and it made me so nervous."

"But you were really gentle and kept assuring me..."

"I'm glad it became a nice memory and not a disaster."

"I was careful choosing my first, and I think you were a perfect choice...even if we hadn't continued together, I knew you'd take good care of me that night."

"Thank you for trusting me from the beginning baby." San smiled fondly.

"You're hard not to trust San." Wooyoung looked down at the flowers in his lap. "And do you remember the first time you got me flowers?"

"That's a dumb question, it was also on our first date, I was so excited."

"I was excited too, I thought it was so cute that you brought flowers."

"From then on...I got you flowers for every single date we went on."

Wooyoung nodded. "You never forgot...now I'm the one who got these for you." he placed the flowers down next to him. "And do you remember our first fight?"

"As much as I hate to remember, I do. It was over some silly tv show."

"I think it was build up from several times we stayed quiet about things that upset us..."

San nodded. "And from then on, we always talked about our feelings and communicated very well."

"You taught me so much, I feel like I was a reckless mess before meeting you."

San rolled his eyes. "Don't exaggerate, we both worked together to make our relationship as close to perfect as possible."

Wooyoung stayed quiet for a moment, playing with the grass under his hand. "Remember our first time traveling together?"

"It was my first time on a plane." San laughed. "As much as I hate to admit it, I was scared."

Wooyoung smiled, eyes still down on the grass. "But as soon as we landed...it was the best week of my life."

"Mine too, we tried so many new things together, so much good food...you were picky though."

"I'm always picky with food, you know that...that's why I prefer your cooking than anyone else's...."Wooyoung turned his head to look at the other. "Remember the first meal you ever cooked for me?"

"It was our forth date, your first time coming to my place."

"When you didn't even bother to clean." Wooyoung giggled.

"I did my best, okay?! It was just a messy apartment."

"That's okay, I was too focused on you anyway."

San smiled. "Isn't it nice that all our memories are good memories?"

Wooyoung's smile slowly fell. "It's nice yeah...but it hurts more..."

"What hurts more?"

"Do you remember when you proposed?" Wooyoung ignored the question.

"How can I forget? I'm the one who should be asking this question. It was recent too."

"Of course I remember every second of it, but do you?"

"I do, although I was very nervous the entire time, I still remember everything, picking the ring, taking you to our special spot, going down on one knee then dropping the ring." San laughed, shaking his head.

Wooyoung could not laugh as he watched him. "But do you remember your speech? Your promises?"

"Stop talking to me like I have amnesia, I remember everything! I promised to always make you happy, to do everything in my power to keep our relationship going, to always cook your favorite meals, to always support you through everything and anything, to stand by your side through thick and thin." San smiled. "To get you a puppy like you always wanted, never got the chance to though...oh! And to never ever leave your side, even if the world is ending."

Wooyoung pulled his knees to his chest, hugging them tightly. "Then...why did you leave?" His lips quivered and his eyebrows furrowed. "Why did you break your promise?" Tears started streaming down his face as he looked at the gravestone with San's name in front of him. "You know I hate being alone..." he turned to look to his side and cried loudly as he found himself sitting alone, frustration making his body shake and tears spill uncontrollably.

"You weren't supposed to leave like that...we were supposed to grow old together...to have a family together..." he looked down at the ring on his finger. "You can't just build my dreams and hopes up so high then leave...you can't just be a perfect fiancé then disappear! You lied and I hate you for it!" He sobbed for a few moments, letting the pain out of his heart.

"I wish...I wish I could hate you...but I still love you so much San..."

"I love you too my little fox...please don't be mad at me."

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Before you report me I AM SORRY