(COMPLETELY UNFINISHED!!!!!!!!!)
BEFORE YOU READ: Read part 1 first! (In A Moment Of Pain)........This was made because of some memories i've had with zackery voisine. And really to show the life a teenager would want. With some flaws. This is a really fun part of the book. And i hope you enjoy it!(: Vote and comment!<33
. One moment was all it took to know that i wanted to spend every secound of every moment of every day of every year, with you.
She sat there reading the note. Her knees got weak and she fell helplessly to the floor, sobbing painfully with emotions running wild. Shay (Johns sister) came in and saw her on the floor. She went over and hugged her tight. Until she looked up at her brother, lifelessly hanging there. She could feel her eyes start to watter. As she tightly hugged her mom, she hid her face in her arm, sheilding herself from the image now locked in her brain. After a couple of minutes, her mom got up to call 911. She told shay to go to her room. Within a couple secounds of crying on my bed i could hear sirens coming closer and closer to the house. All i could think was, Why? Why did he do it? What happened? Why him? My thought were going crazy. I could never imagine john ever doing something like this. He was always so happy. Never in a million years would he do this. The picture of his lifeless face stuck in my mind. It hurt more and more as it wouldn't go away. I screamed as loud as possible to make the sound of sirens fade out. My head began to pound with all the sounds around me, and all the thoughts that wouldn't leave me alone. I told myself, he is okay, he is just playing a joke, a cruel one. He's fine. Then a knock on my door lightly interupted my thoughts. ''Come in." I tried to say as clear as i possibly could as i stood up. A police officer came in with a look of sorrow and condolence. ''Your brother is diseaced. I am so sorry." I could feel my eyes close and my body grow lighter. Then i heard his footsteps running towards me. Everything went black. Suddenly i woke up in a hospital bed, mom sleeping with her head lightly placed on her fore arm. And the sheet beneath her stained with tears. I placed my hand on hers and a warm little tear came slowly tracing down my face. A feeling of emptiness came to my stomache. I looked over to the small table next to my bed, there was a piece of paper. It was from john.
That was the day my brother john, killed himself. I still think of him once and a while. I kind of excepted the fact that he is gone because i know he is happy with the love of his life, happier than ever. I still cry. I still feel emptiness once and a while. But my life is happy. I have a beautiful daughter, A wonderful, working husband. Everythings great. But my life is never really complete without john here. I never let my daughter see my pain.
My mom is unhappy but she doesn't let out that she is. She pulls off everyday with a smile simply because of me. Yeah, I read her journal. Thats how i know all of this. I try not to think about it too much cause i know thats exactly what she wouldnt want me to do I am leah, Shays daughter. I am fifteen, I live in florida, I'm a happy person, my family is normal. And we live on a beach!(:
It's the last day of school. Music blaring, wind blowing my hairback, friends all around me, This is going to ba an amazing day! ''HEY I JUST MET YOU AND THIS IS CRAZY BUT HERES MY NUMBER SO CALL ME MAYBE!!"Everyone started screaming along with the radio even though that song on a normal day would be completely annoying. Jake looks at me with his, 'sexy' look. ''Hey, i just met you, and this is crazy, but heres my number, so call me maybe?" he sings slowly coming closer, holding me. The car stops and vanessa turns up the music, and everyone runs out of the car and right into the water. "what are you waiting for?" Jake asked. "I think i'll wait for a little." I answered. ''No, no, your coming. C'mon, get up." He picks me up over his shooulder and runs into the water with me. We jump into the water together. Everyone still screaming, and splashing water at eachother. We sat there having water fights for almost 20 minutes. Then jake looks at me with a smile and grabs my hand," I want to show you something." He says with a smile. He pulls me out of the water and ties a piece of cloth over my eyes and guides me gently across the sand. The sound of them fades away. And it grows darker outside. "what are you doing?" I ask. "You'll see." He said with a laugh. We walked and walked until my feeet started to hurt. "Okay" He said, stopping me by my waist and lightly kissing me. "Can i look now?" I asked. ''Yes." He said, grabbing my waist again. I open my eyes and look at him right infront of my eyes, holding me, and smiling. Behind him was the water, and the moon. ''It's beautiful" I said with a smile. Were on a gazebo in the sand. There were candles, a table annd chairs. He walked me over to a chair. Pulled it out and sat on the one next to it as i sat on the one he pulled out.
