beautiful pain | kai parker

mad // chapter 19

The weekend in New Orleans was fun. I got to meet old friends, got to know other people and I was really enjoying myself. 

But now, I was back in Mystic Falls. All Saturday and Sunday Kai has been texting me like crazy, like "When are you coming home??" or "I need you." and things like that.

Elijah has been staring all weekend, and it became more and more uncomfortable for every second. Already Saturday morning I wanted to go home, but I decided to not make him ruin my weekend.

I walked into the house, and found everybody in the living room. Caroline, Damon, Stefan, Bonnie and Elena were sitting at the couch, and I decided to join them.

As I walked into the living room and fell backwards at one of them couches, everybody was staring at me.

"What?" I asked as I furrowed my eyebrows.

Bonnie sat up straight. "Are you with Kai?" she said, and everybody was staring.

I immediatly shifted uncomfortably, I thought it was obvious?

"Uhm, why?"

"We heard Jo talking about how you acted when you thought he was dead at the merge." Stefan said, he was lying down on the couch.

"Uhm, okay? Does it matter?" I asked. This was really uncomfortable, because the deal with me and Kai was private. Even though we had something, I knew well that Kai wouldn't like it to be a big deal with others, and neither do I.

"Of course it matters! Have you any idea of what he has done?" Damon says, standing up from the couch.

I was looking at Caroline. I knew she wasn't a part of this invention or whatever, but it would be nice if she would have stepped up.

"Of course I know! I know better than any of you, and I know the reason!" I yelled. I was getting really annoyed, do they really think they can come her and say these things to me?

"Please tell us the reason, why it is okay to kill your own family?" Stefan smiled, and I wanted to smack that smile off his face. Did that sentence even make sense?

"I never said it was okay to kill his family? There are reasons why he did it, but it's still not okay. Why are we even talking about this?" I questioned.

"If it's not okay why did you do it yourself?" Damon scoffed, and my heart stopped. Did he just say that?

Tears were filling my eyes. "What are you talking about?" Elena turned her face towards Damon, and I stood up.

"How dare you say that?" I said. I tried so hard not to cry in front of them. Killing my own father was my biggest mistake, even though I was protecting myself. 

Damon just had this evil smirk plastered on his face, and wanted to smack it off. So I did. I bitch slapped him so hard on his cheek, and there were tears streaming down my face.

Damon winced in pain. Everybody looked so shocked. 

I walked away. I stopped when I was behind the couch. "Yes, I'm with Kai. And Damon? You can go to hell, fuck you." I said, and vamp sped to my room.

There were so much happening in just a couple of minutes. Why did they think that they could just come here and give me shit for being with Kai? Caroline had sex with Klaus, Damon and Stefan were with Katherine? Like those two people were anything better?

After the prison world thing, we swore to each other to not to say 'go to hell' to any of us. I guess I broke that promise.

Damon have never mentioned my father to anyone or even brought it up. He knew that was a touchy subject, and that was something we had put behind us. Damon has killed a lot of our relatives, but I've never used that against him. I never ever thought he would use my father against me, ever.