chapter 3 why me?

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JP P.O.V

i was so happy to see kim she looked so good wearing black jeans with a white v-top hugging her sexy body i still don't know how one preson can make me feel so good. Having her around me just makes me so happy

when she walked in my room and looking sexy as hell i just kissed her nice and hard.

i remember the first time me and kim started dating

i liked her for so long, actually since grad 8 when she was in my science class i fall in love with her brain not her looks kim is really smart she had the highest mark in class and i think she didnt tryed to hard i think she was Born with it sometimes it feels like she was too smart for her own liking i can tell she didnt like it, she didnt like people making fun of her becuase of her brain.

i remember i was doing really bad in science class and she oftered to tutor me in science and everytime she was helping me it looks like she was really into it, you can just tell by the way she talks about science. i couldn't help myself when i fall in love with the most beautiful smart girl.

I couldn't stop thinking about her so in grade 10 i asked her out on a date and luckly for me she said yes, that was the happyest day of my life i just felt so good, like i just won 100.000 dollars and that's the best feeling ever.

after that we started dating we had our ups and downs but i still love her deeply every time when i see her i just couldnt belive it 'this very cute girl is all mine. wow. it was a great feeling

"but i don't want to leave babe i love you" kim said looking me right in the eyes and licking her bottom lip which i think is so sexy every time she does that i just want to pull her to me and kiss the hell out of her sexy full lips which i grow to love. "So" she ask me worried that I would get mad.

her worried face bring me back to the persent.kim just told me that she's leaving me' does she know what she means to me does she know that i love her. i never loved a girl before kim was my first and i was wishing was the last too

"baby you can't leave" i said to kim getting angry and I was Wondering if she wanted to leave me ' Wondering if it was her choice to leave me all kind of thoughts where going to my mind but the one Stick up the most was that Kim was leaving and that she wouldn't be with me anymore

i coundnt take it anymore does she want to leave me ?, does she not love me? , like the way i love her all those questions were going thought my mind, how can she even say that? how can her mom think that leaving me is best for kim I know me and Miss. Rose didn't really get alone because she thought her daughter was too good for me And I agree kim was the most wonderful girl. i could tell my angry was showing becuase the look on kim's face break my heart. she looked like she just seen someone die infornt of her

i pulled her to me and wrap her in my arms holding her close and kissing her hair She always smell like vanilla and Lillys which I love I breathe Her sent In my system. i thought about it what me and kim have is spcial and im not going to lost it i need her and she needs me. i pull her head from my chest and kissed her hard like im not going to kiss her again she immediently kissed me back i grab her closer and she puts her arms around my neck and played with my short blond hair i love it when she does that.the kiss didn't Last long

i pull away looking in her geen eyes trying to find any doubt about her loving me I didn't find any so I asked my next question

"when do you leave" i ask her wishing she would say never. but that's not going to happered.

"two days" she said looking down i knew this was hard for her too and i felt bad

"oh" i said and kissing her right cheek and was trying really hard to hold my emotions in place

she looked up at me and i couldnt hold it in anymore

" WHY ARE YOU LEAVING ME KIM?, DO YOU NOT LOVE ME THE WAY I LOVE YOU" I yell by this time now tears were falling down to Cheeks from my eyes and i couldnt make it stop i didn't really care by this time anymore she's hurting me i'm not the one hurting her

JP YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU, I DONT WANT TO LEAVE YOU, I LOVE YOU JP she was screaming and crying at the same time, she trun around and started walking to the door.

"no,wait i'm sorry kim its just too soon. i dont know what i'll do without you, your like the first girl i ever love, i just don't know what to do" i say honestly it's ture without kim i don't feel real. i dont feel like me.

"oh baby i'm going to miss you like crazy she said and i just wanted to hold her all over again hold her in my arms and never let her go

i heard a ring in the distent. looking around i found out it was kim's phone

"are you going to pick that" i ask her

she took her phone out from her back pocket and looked at the screen and i can tell who ever it was she didnt want to talk to them

"who is it" i ask her

"mom" she said coldly

she take the phone to her ear

"hello" she said pissed off mintures later in the conversation kim started looking everywhere but me

"yea...... yeaa..... okay ......yeaaa .......whatever ... bye mom" she said with no emotions in her voice

i get to go she said walking up to me and kissing me on my right cheek and walking off without once looking back

kim left me thinking is this the last time im going to see her

"my kim " i said in my head "no body can have her" I said to my self

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