chapter 5 moving on

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 i ran all the way in my room not careing about how rude i was to my mohter. she doesnt understand and never will.

i open my closet throwing all my clothes out plling out my suithcase on the way too, throwing all my clothes on my bed not careing where the landed. my hand touched something solt pulling my hand out and came face to face with jp junior (teddy bear).

FLASHBACK

"oh babe" i pull on jp's shirt "im so happy that your taking me to the fair "

"will you been bugging me to come here the past week" Jp said amusemeant clearly in his voice his eyes lighting up.

"and im happying that your finally taking me" i said sounding like a six years old finding the cookie jar that his mom been hinding.

"OMg Jp look at that bear" i yelled which get me a couple of startes of the cloud hinding my self away from everyone eyes and shelving jp thought the cloud to the standing boot where the bear was. 

'how much is the big brown bear" jp asked the guy standing in the boot 

"i'm sorry kids but you have to win it frist" the guy said

"how much is it to win i said wanted to take the bear home already

"$4 dollars for a ball kids you have to try to shoot the ball through the hole the guy said 

"can i have one jp ask him. he pasted jp a ball and jp gived him the money 

jp take the shoot and get it in the hole i wasnt surprise because jp is the basketball captain he was the best palyer on the team

the guy was surprise get it in but still he take the bear and past it to jp

"thanks man" jp said

he trun around and past me the bear "here you go babe"

"awe jp your so cute" i said i wanted to give him a kiss for getting me the bear but it was so crowded  there were couples holding hands and they were familys around they were teens everywhere.

where's my kiss jp ask i looked away because there was a blush creeping to my face and i didnt want him to see what he does to me i bit the inside of my mouth to stop the blush that was creeping to my face.

jp burst out laughing so hard that he was holding his stomach "oh gosh kim your like a book i could read you so easily. i hit him lightly. i love him he undstand me.

i put the teddy bear down and hug him and kiss him on the cheek i didn't care who show it's just the cheek people.

" End of flashback"  

JP walked in my room

He walked around my room awkwardly trying to find a place to sit he finally decide to sit on my bed. it take him a long time to say anything frist he was playing with his fingers not know what to say or how to start talking finlly he said something.

"So your mom just told me your going to leave tomorrow" he Said looking at the ground like it's the most interesting thing. I could tell I was hurting him by the ways his eyes didn't meet mine its hurts me to see him like this i mean it's JP the guy i love

JP,baby I started to say but he cut me off

"You know that I love you right, and I mean even if you leave I'll still love you I don't want to lose you Kim your the best thing that ever happerend to me and I don't want to lose that"he said finally looking me Right in the eyes his eyse were wately like he wanted to cry i know this was hard for him too it wasnt only me that was hurt.

Noo I said shock. I don't want to lose you too'i love you. And I meant everything that came out of my mouth

It took him sometime to rarely and I understand why, he was hurt, he didn't want to have this conversation will not this soon and here we are having it i just wanted to switch the mood. So I got up and walk to my closest i pulled jp Junior out.

"Hey , look what I have "I said trying Smooth the mood a little

Jp looked up And I could see a little smile creep up to the corner of his mouth but there was still hurt in his eyes

"You still have that" he ask

"Of course "I said

"I love it' it means the World to me"I said it means so much to me because Jp was the one who give it to me

"Come here Kim. I walk slowly to where Jp was sitting on my bed He patted to the side next to him telling me to Sit down so I did

Jp Turn me around to face him and looked me in the eyes .

"Kim I hope you understand how much I love you and going to miss you" he said never once looking away.

"I know" that's all I could say because Jp's lips Came crashing on mine it took me a couple of seconds To respond to his kiss. We kiss Hard full of lust and love mix together like this is the last time we are going to kiss like this, like this is the last time we were Every see Each other again. Sadly I had to end the kiss I was out of Breath 'putting My four head against his for support I looked in his eyes.

"I'm going to miss this" I said Catching my breath.

"Me too" he said with the sad expression coming back to his face . I grabbed his face with both my hands and Lift my face up to look him in the eyes.

"Jp I love you and only you" I said "and nobody is going to make me stop loving you". He looked Taken back but the end him up smiling happy to hear me say that he kiss me one more time and he had to leave it was getting dark outside and he had school the next day' before he left he kissed me one more time And promise to visit me .

Watching Jp drive away was one of the hardens things I ever had to do I wanted to follow him and Be in his embrace and let the world revolves around us just me and him just the way I like it. 

 jp left around 11pm, leaving me in my room alone, before he left he told me that he loves me and that we can make it work, which made me happy i mean i must be like the luckely girl to have suchv an asmwer boyfriend. he's loving, caring and a great kisser what more can i ask for

i was done packing now, and i needed to eat so i when down my mom was in the kictren washing the disers

"oh, hey honey i thought you would be sleeping now"

"oh no i am not mom" i said rolling my eyes pissed that she was acting like nothing happerend like i wasnt leaving tomorrow morning 

look kim there's a reason why i want you to move with your dad

and whatis that i yell "so that life can he easliy on you so that you don't have to see Jp anymore. i already know my mother didnt like Jp i can tell by the way she looks at him when he comes by or when she sees us together pure discuss on her face everytime i hate it i never understand why she hated him so much but i never ask.

"you know  thats not true " she said saddly " your father is going to explains when you get there she said without looking at me .

"you know what mom i don't care anymore you and dad are acting selfish and immature i yell tired of hearing the same thing from her everytime i ak why im moving again.

watch how you talk to me kim i'm still your mom

thanks for re-minding me i said under my breath.

sorry mom i'm just not in the best mood today i said truning around so i dont have to look at her

she take a breath in and out "okay look kim your father and i been keeping something for you"

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