You Are The Only Reason (post.malone)

Intro

"You are the only thing keeping me alive Austin. You are the reason I am still here. If me being here makes you happy then I'll stay for a while longer. You are the only reason I am happy, everything about you and everything that you do makes me happy. You are the only reason for this smile on my face everyday. You are my happy place Austin and I want you to find yours, so if leaving and moving on from me is your happy place then go get it baby. All I want for you is complete and utter happiness. But just know that when you leave, you are taking my happiness with you and without you I have nothing left to live for. The minute you leave will be the last you see of me. When you leave, I will leave. The only difference is, I will not come back, I will not be able too, I will be gone forever. So make your choice Austin and choose wisely." -Faith Perilla

My name is Faith Lailonni Perilla and I am 21 years old. I know that there are others out who have and are suffering more than I am but I still had a pretty bad childhod. When I was three years old, my mother walked out on my dad, older sister, and I. Then when I was six, we got into a terrible car accident which took the lives of my dad and sister. After the accident, I was placed in foster care, one home after another. At the age of 15, I became a runaway and it was like that for three years until I met a boy named Austin. Him and his family took me in and made me feel like family. Soon after, I started to fall in love with Austin, he was and still is the only thing keeping me alive. When I realized my feelings for him, I was afraid to tell him because everyone I have ever loved either left me or was taken away from me. We found out that we liked each other when we were 18 at a party. We were sitting in a room away from everyone else when he spoke something that frightened me. 'I have to try something, I just have to know.' Right after he said that, he kissed me and it was the greatest moment of my life. Now here we are, three years later and every single thing that we ever had is slowly falling apart. Everything is almost completely broken.

And lucky for you all, you will be right here with me as my now miserable story is told...

(A/N please disregard the cast listed below each chapter, they are incorrect. This was originally a luke Hemmings story awhile back but I feel like Post Malone fits the part for my story plot better and there's not too many fics about him and I love him sooo 😂😍. There's a chapter for the characters in the beginning of the book. I hope you enjoy the story! 😁)