You Are The Only Reason (post.malone)

Three

Faith

I am so afraid to walk through my own door. Because deep down I know that when I enter my house, there will be nothing of Austin left. Everything of his will be gone but worst of all, Aus himself will be gone-out of my life. I mean I don't blame him, I'm probably just a charity case to him. I finally reach my front door and enter my living room. I walk into the kitchen and see a note on the table.

Dear Faith,

I love you, I really do. I'm in love with you. I just couldn't do this anymore, it was too much. But please don't leave. You still mean everything to me, I just need some time. I will be back beautiful, I promise you and this one I will keep. Just please be here when I come home.

Love, your Blue Eyed Prince

Like I said, he would be gone. And how does he expect me to stay when I can't even live a millisecond without him? I guess it's time to end it all for good. I grab a pen and a piece of paper and start writing.

I place the note on the table next to his now tear-stained note and head to the bathroom. I grab the bottle of muscle relaxers from the bathroom cabinet and empty them into my hand. All that is left is 10, well here it goes. I fill a cup with water and down all 10 pills. I'm so sorry Austin. I feel my muscles weaken and my body collapse to the ground before everything goes black.

Austin

I realized that I forget my phone charger and decide to go back and get it. When I get to Leticia's I notice the front door is cracked. I push it open and see that nothing is broken or out of place. "Faith?" I call out as I walk into the kitchen. I see my note which is now stained with tears and a note laying next to it. I pick it up and start reading it.

Dear Blue Eyes,

How can you expect me to stay when I can't even live a millisecond without you? You couldn't do what anymore Austin? Deal with me, your charity case? Look Austy I love you more than anything and always will but everything has to come to an end. My life just so happens to be one those. Do I want to leave you? Hell fucking no but, you're gone and now so is my happiness. You are my everything Austin and you always will be but we both know that we were never good for each other. You're an outgoing and free spirited boy and I'm a depressed, suicidal, charity case of a girl. This was bound to happen eventually and I guess that time is now. Tell Justin, your friends and your family that I will miss them and to not grieve over me for too long. I will be in a better place, watching over all of you. I want you to move on from me and find your happiness with a beautiful, loving, and exciting girl. Grow old with her and be happy Austy. Please forgive me for my decision but it has to be done. I love you, Im in love with you...forever and eternity.

Love, your Brown Eyed Princess

No, no, no. I drop the note and run to the bathroom and see the girl I love more than anything laying on the cold tile floor, unconscious. "No. Faith, please be okay." I mutter to myself feeling for a pulse. When I find one, it is very faint and slow. I grab her phone and call an ambulance. "Please be okay baby. Stay with me."