Trust

Pain or Gain

You make me cry,
While making me feel so alive.
You release the true me on the inside,
But I still have to hide...
The feelings that reside,
But eventually
CoLiDe
Leaving me in a whirlpool of dried eyes.

The risk is hard to take,
But it's getting harder to
ShAkE
Me awake from the daydreams that AcHe,
Or simply BrEaK me,
knowing that I can't remake them in reality.

I wanna know if these feelings coincide,
Or if you would be there to dry my eyes,
Or reveal my disguise, unveiling the things that underlie on the inside.

Is it worth me falling into the high tide
of rough water and no way to stride.
Or is it best I don't go along for the ride?
Will I be hurt and in pain?
Or will I attain my world's biggest gain?