The Boy in Black

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She stayed at Jaxson's until school was over, forgetting to tell him to drive her back in time for her mother to pick her up.

However, she neglected to care. For she forgot the condom. The one thing that she's been taught to use for "after marriage" like her mother had always told her. She simply forgot, and the stress in the pit of her stomach seemed to want to eat her alive.

Jaxson sat on his couch with a look of relaxation upon his face. He was still naked and had his arms crossed, while she put on her clothes with shaky hands.

And no, she did not mention to Jaxson what they had forgotten to use. She didn't want to be that person that ruined the cheery, after sex mood. If that even existed, she thought with her teeth practically stabbing her bottom lip with nervousness.

She thought she could taste blood, but it was really just her warm, salty tears. She quickly swiped the heel of her hand across her cheek and pulled her shirt over her head before turning to Jaxson, his length still visibly hard.

Mattie wanted to cringe, for her old self was slowly leaking back into her. Her old self that her mother raised, her old self that always hated the thought of sex. She was long gone now, but after forgetting the condom, the thought of sex again made her stomach knot.

She remembered feeling his hot load pour inside of her, she remembered moaning loudly and being oblivious and naïve to the fact that what had just happened was against every rule in the book.

But Jaxson was a guy.

A guy that had sex with many girls, so how could he have forgotten the condom as well? The thought consumed Mattie's brain as she slipped her shoes on so she wouldn't have to speak to Jaxson. She tied the laced slowly, and when finished, began to fiddle with her sweaty fingers as Jaxson watched her.

"My mothers probably at the school right now having a fit, Jaxson. I'm just going to go home and call her to tell her a friend dropped me off."

Jaxson moved her hand to his hard length, and her eyes closed.

"Please don't do that. I have to go." She nervously stood up from his couch and walked to the front door.

"We sat together naked all day today on this couch listening to music you've never heard of and talking about meaningless subjects and the whole time you look like you're about to puke. Mattie, what's wrong? Did you not like it-"

"Of course I did." She snapped, letting her mind get the best of her. "I'm just tired is all."

Jaxson nodded and smirked. "I bet. We went pretty hard-"

"Tired!" She repeated, holding her hand out in front of her body and watching him stand up on his feet afterwards.

"It's the condom situation isn't it?" He whispered and looked at her with a sly grin. Her heart sank, and after a few moments she nodded shyly.

He placed a finger under her chin and lifted so she was looking him in the eyes, and to her surprise he began speaking words she did not understand considering she still practically had the mind of a virgin; if that were possible.

"Do you know what hypospadias is?" He asked, a sweet grin forming across his face, a grin that he knew she loved to see.

"No?" Mattie replied, cocking a brow.

"Well," he chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck, "It's a congenital condition in guys where, now I'm gonna say it like the doctors told me so bare with me, pretty much is where the opening of the urethra is on the underside of the penis." He hesitated, "My penis."

A shy blush made its way up Mattie's cheeks. She had no idea what hypospadias was, or what it meant. But she thought Jaxson knew pretty well considering his smart choice of words.

"Mattie I can't get a girl pregnant is basically what I am saying. It's an extreme case of it, seriously making it impossible for my, you know, to reach an egg."

"Okay okay, enough hospital talk." She laughed in relieved, feeling like a large weight has been lifted off of her shoulders, and she could breathe again.

"I'm sorry baby, I should have told you before. I didn't mean to scare you." He said, and her heart fluttered at his words that she had never been heard before.

"It's okay, and I'm sorry you have that Jaxson." She said sincerely.

She was beyond happy that she couldn't have been pregnant because of him, but what about one day when he wanted children?

"Don't be. Just kiss me." He smiled and held her chin up with his long pointer finger, kissing Mattie sweetly.

They stood for about a few minutes after Mattie has deepened the kiss, and simply let their tongues dance before letting go and hugging goodbye.

Jaxson watched as she left with a smile upon her face, and when she closed the door, it was his turn to smile as well before going up the stairs to secretly watch her from his window. For he liked it better when she did not know.

And when Mattie closed the dark and creaky front door to Jaxson's home, she began to admire each and every large tree surrounding the house. It made it dark and shady for sure, but she somehow seemed to love it more than her front yard. For hers only held one tree, making all of the mysteriousness of it vanish, while Jaxson's remained questionable.

It was a scary home to most, because everybody knew of Jaxson and his past.

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