Flawless //a kian lawley fanfiction

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Three weeks.
It's been three weeks since I saw her.
I don't know where she went.
The only thing I know is that she and Ashley ran away with some dudes after our fight.
I miss her, I do, but Jc have been trying to get us both our minds on other thing, since he dated a lesbian (which he said was hot, but I can see he's sad) and well, I...
Yeah I don't know what Venelope was to me.
She meant a lot to me.
She means a lot to me.

"Mr Lawley?" Mrs Samders says and wakes me up from my daydream.
"Yes?"
"I know you can do better"
She says and gives me a paper.
36/100
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I sigh and Luke looks over my shoulder.
"Venelope, huh?" He says.
"Whatever man" I say.
"Where is she anyways?"
"I don't know" I mutter.
"Like she's not in school..."
"I know"
"Neither is Ashley"
"Okay"
"Do you know where she is?"
"No!" I shout, standing up.
My chair falls and I start walking toward the door.
I start running.
Running, I don't know where.
I don't know what to do.
Her words keep reapeting in my head.

"I really want to be with you Kian, but I just can't! You mean to much to me!"

What does that even mean?

I just want to scream.

When I get home I take my car.
And I start driving, driving out of Chicago.
Away.

VENELOPES POV

"So, where are we going tonight?"
I say while I watch Andrew change.
"So" He says. "My friend has a place in New York and he..."
"New York!" I shout and starts screaming and jumping around.
"Yeah and I was thinking..."
He talked really loud so I could hear him even though I was screaming.
I started laughing and fell down on the bed.
The door opened and Ashley and her boyfriend (Atleast I think he is I don't know) Oliver.
"Venelope did you hear?"
"Yes!" I scream and run up to hug her.

Were at a hotel in Iowa right now.
I called Andrew after that night with Kian, and we drove here, and we've stayed her for I think three weeks.
We haven't done much while we were here though.
We've been to a few parties (when I mean a few I mean like there is this club beside the hotel and we've went there like 3 times a week and we've also been to other parties i don't know) and we drove around Iowa for like two days without sleeping.
And I don't really know where in Iowa I am, I've just like followed everyone because it felt like my only choice.
I know it's weird that Ashley's with me, but actually when I were on my way to Andrews car, I met her and told her my plan, and she really wanted to go with me too. She haven't told me why, I thought she was mad at me and all but apparently, no.
We haven't talked much actually.
These few weeks have just been crazy.
Not in a good way.

KIANS POV

"I don't think so" I laughed and so did Isabelle.

We're in a playground, like an hour away from our houses.
I don't know how long we've been here, but it's getting dark.
We're sitting still on swingers, just talking.
About everything.
School, love, Isabelle being a lesbian, our childhood and our parents.
We haven't mentioned Venelope once.

It just feel like I can be myself with her.
I usually can't be myself around girls, since I get very nervous.
Not even around Venelope.
I don't know if Isabelle being a lesbian is the answer to that question, maybe it is, but I don't care.
I just feel... Kind of happy.
For the first time in three weeks.

I smiled.
We were quiet for a while.
"Venelope" Isabelle said, or whispered.
I frown.
"What about her?"
"Do you know where she is?"
"No"
"I want to know" she whisper.
"Me too"
"Like yeah, I told her I couldn't be her friend anymore but... I miss her, you know? I wanna know where she is. I'm worried about her Kian." She says, with this voice, not sad but nor happy. "So. Maybe we can find out"
I look at her and smiles. I just love how happy she is, and how positive she is.
"How?"
"I can call Ashley. She's with her, right?"
"Yeah do that you." I say, acting like I don't care.
"Kian I know you care. Okay hang on" she pulls out her phone and types something on it. "So. I'm calling"
I start laughing, thinking it's a joke, but she puts it on speaker.
"Hello?" Someone screams in the phone, so we can hear the person over the loud music.
"Ashley?" Isabelle says.
Ashley whispers something and the music lowers.  "Yeah. Wait, Isabelle?"
She stopped screaming and now her voice sounds kind of, vengeful.
"Yeah. Hey, Ashley. Where are you?"
"I don't... Wait, Isabelle, why are you calling me?"
"Because you're with Venelope."
"Yeah... Um we're in New York but um... I got to go"
Then she hangs up.
"That was weird" I say.
"Yeah. But I know what we're doing this weekend"
Isabelle smiles.
"What?"
"We're going to New York!"

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I know this chapter sucks and this story is fucking up BUT I am trying to okay! So I have some ideas so I will try to update more.
Yeah I always say that but whatever.
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Btw I didn't read this through so yeah